上篇 提到KO在6/20有寫信給Randy Phillips 圖片檔實在讀半天看不懂 有眼睛厲害的外國歌迷 有打出來 不負責翻譯 Randy I will do whatever I can to be of help with this situation. I you need me to come to the house, just give me a call in the morning. My conscern is, now that we've brought the doctors in to this fold and have played the tough love, now or never card, is that the Artist may be unable to rise to the occasion due to real emotional stuff. He appeared quite weak and fatigued this evening He had a terrible case of the chills, was trembling, rambling and obsessing. everything in me says he should be psychologically evaluated. If we have any chance at all to get to him back in the light, it's going to take a strong Therapist to help him through this as well as immediate physical nurturing. I was told by our Choreographer that during the Artists costume fitting with his Designer tonight they noticed he's lost more weight As far as I can tell, there is no one taking responsibility (caring for) for him on a daily basis. Where was his assistant tonight? Tonight I was feeding him, wrapping him in blankets to warm his chills, massaging his feet to calm him and calling his doctor There were four security guards outside his door. but no one offering him a cup of hot tea. Finally, it's important for everyone to know, I believe that he really wants this. It would shatter him, break his heart if we pulled the plug. He's terribly frightened it's all going to go away. He asked me repeatedly tonight if I was going to leave him. He was practically begging for my confidence. It broke my heart. He was like a lost boy. There still may be a chance he can rise for the occasion if we get him the help he needs. Sincerely, Kenny Apologies for any mispellings. 我會盡我一切力量來幫忙現在的狀態 如果你需要我去的話 早上打個電話給我 我的擔心 是 我們已經有醫生參與其中 也做過”嚴厲的愛”的戲碼 也展示過不辦就拉倒的戲碼 但 有時藝人可能就是因為真的心理各層面因素無法達到該有的要求 他今天下午出現非常虛 弱 瘋狂打冷顫 抖個不停 亂晃又很猜疑 在我看來我覺得他需要去心理評估一下 如果我 們有任何機會讓他回復正常 他需要一個厲害的心理醫生和馬上的實質上的健康營養照顧 我們的編舞者告訴我 在是昨晚試裝的時候 他們發現他瘦了很多 從我可以觀察到的 沒有 人負起責任在照顧她日常生活 他今天晚上的助理去哪了? 今天晚上我在餵他吃飯 把他包 在毯子裡因為他冷得發抖 按摩他的腳讓他冷靜一點 打電話給他的醫生 門外有四個保鑣 但居然沒有人來給他倒杯熱茶 最後 我想很重要的一點 我相信他想要這場演出 如果我們 喊停的話 那會把他打碎 和傷透他的心的 他非常害怕會失去現在所有的一切 他今天晚上 一直問我是否會離開他 幾乎是在求我 真讓我太傷心了 他就好像個迷失的男孩 如果我們 能給他他需要的幫助 我想他是能回到正軌的 Q Q............................ -- In a world filled with hate, we must still dare to hope. In a world filled with anger, we must still dare to comfort. In a world filled with despair, we must still dare to dream. In a world filled with distrust, we must still dare to believe. ~~~~By Michael Jackson --

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