我真的非常非常感謝願意看、喜歡看這部同人小說，而且等我這麼久的朋友們， 謝謝你們，而感謝的同時，我覺得非常非常愧疚．每次我看到有人問，就感覺一陣 恐慌，覺得我可能要辜負很多人了，因為我怕我再也寫不出來，無法完成它，就像 以前寫的東西一樣，永遠沒有親手寫下"the End"的一天，這段時間我斷斷續續寫， 但是連一章都沒辦法完成，因為不夠專注吧，我想，沒有專注投入那個情境．今天 終於下定決心，怎樣都要寫完，我把Metallica(金屬製品)的The Unforgiven放了 無數次，終於順利貼出來了啦． 　　其實每次寫這篇都有點心虛，因為它沒有任何考據的基礎，我甚至不確定，在 一九七幾年的英國，會不會發生我掰出來的這些東西，會動筆寫它，完全只是因為 在今年一月九日（天啊那是多久以前！）忽然有個衝動，想把我所想像的石內卜童 年寫下來而已．這個荒謬的故事的主題曲就是The Unforgiven這首歌，我把歌詞附 在下面和大家分享，我個人超愛這首歌和這個團．事實上，在我心中，這首歌的氛 圍就代表Severus這個角色（如果有其他Metallia　Fan請不要圍剿我XD)，像一把 冰冷的利刃一樣． 　　再一次深深感謝肯定這篇詭異東西的你們:) The Unforgiven Metallica New blood joins this earth and quikly he's subdued through constant pain disgrace the young boy learns their rules with time the child draws in this whipping boy done wrong deprived of all his thoughts the young man struggles on and on he's known a vow unto his own that never from this day his will they'll take away what I've felt what I've known never shined through in what I've shown never be never see won't see what might have been what I've felt what I've known never shined through in what I've shown never free never me so I dub thee unforgiven they dedicate their lives to running all of his he tries to please them all this bitter man he is throughout his life the same he's battled constantly this fight he cannot win a tired man they see no longer cares the old man then prepares to die regretfully that old man here is me what I've felt what I've known never shined through in what I've shown never be never see won't see what might have been what I've felt what I've known never shined through in what I've shown never free never me so I dub thee unforgiven you labeled me I'll label you so I dub thee unforgiven -- 「惟願在剩餘光線面前 留下兩眼為見你一面」 張國榮 <最冷一天> --

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