我真的非常非常感谢愿意看、喜欢看这部同人小说，而且等我这麽久的朋友们， 谢谢你们，而感谢的同时，我觉得非常非常愧疚．每次我看到有人问，就感觉一阵 恐慌，觉得我可能要辜负很多人了，因为我怕我再也写不出来，无法完成它，就像 以前写的东西一样，永远没有亲手写下"the End"的一天，这段时间我断断续续写， 但是连一章都没办法完成，因为不够专注吧，我想，没有专注投入那个情境．今天 终於下定决心，怎样都要写完，我把Metallica(金属制品)的The Unforgiven放了 无数次，终於顺利贴出来了啦． 　　其实每次写这篇都有点心虚，因为它没有任何考据的基础，我甚至不确定，在 一九七几年的英国，会不会发生我掰出来的这些东西，会动笔写它，完全只是因为 在今年一月九日（天啊那是多久以前！）忽然有个冲动，想把我所想像的石内卜童 年写下来而已．这个荒谬的故事的主题曲就是The Unforgiven这首歌，我把歌词附 在下面和大家分享，我个人超爱这首歌和这个团．事实上，在我心中，这首歌的氛 围就代表Severus这个角色（如果有其他Metallia　Fan请不要围剿我XD)，像一把 冰冷的利刃一样． 　　再一次深深感谢肯定这篇诡异东西的你们:) The Unforgiven Metallica New blood joins this earth and quikly he's subdued through constant pain disgrace the young boy learns their rules with time the child draws in this whipping boy done wrong deprived of all his thoughts the young man struggles on and on he's known a vow unto his own that never from this day his will they'll take away what I've felt what I've known never shined through in what I've shown never be never see won't see what might have been what I've felt what I've known never shined through in what I've shown never free never me so I dub thee unforgiven they dedicate their lives to running all of his he tries to please them all this bitter man he is throughout his life the same he's battled constantly this fight he cannot win a tired man they see no longer cares the old man then prepares to die regretfully that old man here is me what I've felt what I've known never shined through in what I've shown never be never see won't see what might have been what I've felt what I've known never shined through in what I've shown never free never me so I dub thee unforgiven you labeled me I'll label you so I dub thee unforgiven -- 「惟愿在剩余光线面前 留下两眼为见你一面」 张国荣 <最冷一天> --

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