※ 引述《semantics (solitary room)》之銘言： : I saw her this morning. : It seems that I've forsaken the memory about her in the past few months. : But while I saw the sight of her back, I knew that I did't forget : anything. : I didn't look at her face, but I knew it's the girl. : Pretending to be a stranger, I walked past her. : We used to be friends. Friends in weak relation. : (Should I feel sorry for the friendship which easily dies away?) : She must have seen me, too. : I don't know what she would think while I walked past her. : Neither do I know how I think about this shit encounter in my happy single day. : Gladness, sorrow, anger or hatred? : It's a mess. : I don't know how long it will take me to forget the voice, the face and the : name of the girl. : I know some day in the feature I'll do. : At least, now, I have forgotten the reason why I loved her. : I have ever made some promises to the girl. : I should say sorry that they are all bullshit. : Everybody should have the courage to say goodbye to the past. : Especially that brings no happy memory. : Besides, I am a hypocrite. Yes, I do agree that people should have teh courage to say goodbye to the past. However, by that, I don't think it's necessarily true that you have to literally forget everything that ever happened between you and the girl. Because I believe that, no matter what happened, even if teh memory is painful, or seemingly not worth remembering, there's a lesson to be learned. I think this is why I've always kept a diary. I want to treasure my memories forever. And that's all memories, good or bad. I think to say good bye to teh past is to let go of the feelings that go with the memories, especially negative feelings. However, that takes time, just like most things. And it's not easy either. But anyhow, I wish you all the best~ --

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