作者oliegod (ㄚ虧)
看板Diary
標題2/21 慢慢熬吧
時間Tue May 21 12:52:12 2019
這次預估自己會難過21天
剛剛過第二天 白天還行 但最難熬的卻是夜晚
張開眼睛我能四處走走 打開電腦用影音把思緒塞滿
但一旦閉上眼 妳的畫面就又會不受控的出現
每個畫面 都沉沉的壓在我胸口 近乎窒息
我問自己 後不後悔認識妳
到現在也沒個肯定得答案
妳是那麼美好 惹人疼惜的存在
可對於我來說 似乎總有些我承受不起得代價
早知強求沒有好結果 卻真的很難抗拒
把自己弄得真狼狽
唉
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1F：→ oliegod: 5/19下午道別 現在是5/21早晨 好像又好了那麼一些 但想到 05/21 22:10
2F：→ oliegod: 最後一日 妳似乎已無心遊玩 急於離開 我又感到些許心酸 05/21 22:11
3F：→ oliegod: 最近一直聽 許巍 曾經的你 好貼切自己 聽了好多遍 05/22 06:15
4F：→ oliegod: shit I am tired of my wishful thinking 05/22 07:00
5F：→ oliegod: I know I have to get stronger instead of staying 05/22 07:02
6F：→ oliegod: upset like a piece of shit 05/22 07:06
7F：→ oliegod: I am trying to do something to distract myself, and 05/22 07:08
8F：→ oliegod: notthing really works... The only thing that barely 05/22 07:10
9F：→ oliegod: works is calling my close friends in Taiwan... 05/22 07:11
10F：→ oliegod: But I have been disturbing them a lot, and I believe 05/22 07:12
11F：→ oliegod: they began to see me annoyance... 05/22 07:13
12F：→ oliegod: I am not a complainer... For most of troubles I have 05/22 07:14
13F：→ oliegod: faced, I can take them, sucked them up. But not this 05/22 07:15
14F：→ oliegod: one... 05/22 07:16
15F：→ oliegod: I know you don't have a thing about me, but I am just 05/22 07:18
16F：→ oliegod: too optmistic to our relationship... 05/22 07:25
17F：→ oliegod: I thought as I get better and closer to you as friend 05/22 07:26
18F：→ oliegod: I will step out of the friend zone one day... 05/22 07:26
19F：→ oliegod: stupid thinking I know can't help cause you are 05/22 07:29
20F：→ oliegod: irresistible to me... I deserved it 05/22 07:29