作者oliegod (ㄚ亏)
看板Diary
标题2/21 慢慢熬吧
时间Tue May 21 12:52:12 2019
这次预估自己会难过21天
刚刚过第二天 白天还行 但最难熬的却是夜晚
张开眼睛我能四处走走 打开电脑用影音把思绪塞满
但一旦闭上眼 你的画面就又会不受控的出现
每个画面 都沉沉的压在我胸口 近乎窒息
我问自己 後不後悔认识你
到现在也没个肯定得答案
你是那麽美好 惹人疼惜的存在
可对於我来说 似乎总有些我承受不起得代价
早知强求没有好结果 却真的很难抗拒
把自己弄得真狼狈
唉
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1F：→ oliegod: 5/19下午道别 现在是5/21早晨 好像又好了那麽一些 但想到 05/21 22:10
2F：→ oliegod: 最後一日 你似乎已无心游玩 急於离开 我又感到些许心酸 05/21 22:11
3F：→ oliegod: 最近一直听 许巍 曾经的你 好贴切自己 听了好多遍 05/22 06:15
4F：→ oliegod: shit I am tired of my wishful thinking 05/22 07:00
5F：→ oliegod: I know I have to get stronger instead of staying 05/22 07:02
6F：→ oliegod: upset like a piece of shit 05/22 07:06
7F：→ oliegod: I am trying to do something to distract myself, and 05/22 07:08
8F：→ oliegod: notthing really works... The only thing that barely 05/22 07:10
9F：→ oliegod: works is calling my close friends in Taiwan... 05/22 07:11
10F：→ oliegod: But I have been disturbing them a lot, and I believe 05/22 07:12
11F：→ oliegod: they began to see me annoyance... 05/22 07:13
12F：→ oliegod: I am not a complainer... For most of troubles I have 05/22 07:14
13F：→ oliegod: faced, I can take them, sucked them up. But not this 05/22 07:15
14F：→ oliegod: one... 05/22 07:16
15F：→ oliegod: I know you don't have a thing about me, but I am just 05/22 07:18
16F：→ oliegod: too optmistic to our relationship... 05/22 07:25
17F：→ oliegod: I thought as I get better and closer to you as friend 05/22 07:26
18F：→ oliegod: I will step out of the friend zone one day... 05/22 07:26
19F：→ oliegod: stupid thinking I know can't help cause you are 05/22 07:29
20F：→ oliegod: irresistible to me... I deserved it 05/22 07:29