28號真的是紀念日~~真的是我跟她的紀念日~~ 雖然已經好久好久沒有一起過了!!! 可是我始終記得~~第一次初吻(未完成)~是在公車上~~ 第二次~~(完成)~~是在~她家附近的圖書館~~~ (寫到這~突然想到~~搞個投票~"初吻案發地點?"~~~)... 第一次~應該是25號~三月~~ 第二次~~隔了幾天而已~28..(確定)~~因為期中考~~ 事隔這麼多年~~我都還記得~~~ 因為她是我生命中~~第一個讓我對感情認真的女生~~ 也許當時年少輕狂~但是~時至今日~我仍對她癡心依舊... 跟她在一起~~我有許多回憶~~ 也作了很多夢想~~很多未來要去追尋~~打拼~~ 但是~~事與願違~~人生不就是如此嘛~~ 在一起的幾年裡~經歷多少風霜雪月~ 這些回憶~我都記得~~ 以上~~也許有人看了~~認為~只是個受感情困擾的小孩子~~ 但是~感情事~~不也是人生必經的一個過程嗎!? 只是舒發一下自己最近心裡的煩悶~~ 暑假到了~~雖然還是要上班!! 但是空閒時間還是多了~~因為不用上課~~ 一無聊~我就會想東想西~~好的壞的都想~~ 很愛動腦筋.....She also said that i should keep myself busy... and earn more money, just in case i may need someday somehow. She wanted me to visit her as soon as possible. But I just couldn't save enough money in order to get the ticket to see her..and the place that we had been spent together for 2 years and 4 months. 也許~這就是我目前所遇過的真愛吧!!! 心裡面放不下她~~自己也很難再找到另一個更好的人~ She told me that I should find another girlfriend. But I said, " I know, I just couldn't find another good one" The truth is I dont want to give up right now. I promised her something. I dont know whether she still remembered it or not. To me, a promise is a promise. I will wait until she find a better boy( or man) to look after her well. I just want her to be happy and well looked after. 唉~先寫到這裡~~該睡了~明天還要上班~~累爆了~~~ 最後帶來兩首歌~~分享給大家~~~ 一首~ 林志炫 "熟情歌" 專輯裡的 "說不出的告別"... ........................................................ 我說服我自己 沒有我 你會更順心 可能妳已經 雲淡風輕 當我是個曾經 是不甘心 還是依然愛著妳~~~~ 在告別之後........................ ......................................................... 另一首....BSB "Never Gone" 裡的 "Incomplete" ........................................................ I'm awake but my world is half asleep I pray for this heart to be unbroken But without you all I'm going to be is Incomplete.............. .......................................................... 以上跟暗黑唯一有關的是~~~~~ 她也喜歡玩暗黑~~只是她更喜歡看我玩~~~ 她自己玩會緊張^^"~~~~ 以前練功她會在我身邊看~~~ 現在~~~沒了.....也許以後才會有機會吧~~(希望)~~~ ==============================謝謝看完================================== --

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