28号真的是纪念日~~真的是我跟她的纪念日~~ 虽然已经好久好久没有一起过了!!! 可是我始终记得~~第一次初吻(未完成)~是在公车上~~ 第二次~~(完成)~~是在~她家附近的图书馆~~~ (写到这~突然想到~~搞个投票~"初吻案发地点?"~~~)... 第一次~应该是25号~三月~~ 第二次~~隔了几天而已~28..(确定)~~因为期中考~~ 事隔这麽多年~~我都还记得~~~ 因为她是我生命中~~第一个让我对感情认真的女生~~ 也许当时年少轻狂~但是~时至今日~我仍对她痴心依旧... 跟她在一起~~我有许多回忆~~ 也作了很多梦想~~很多未来要去追寻~~打拼~~ 但是~~事与愿违~~人生不就是如此嘛~~ 在一起的几年里~经历多少风霜雪月~ 这些回忆~我都记得~~ 以上~~也许有人看了~~认为~只是个受感情困扰的小孩子~~ 但是~感情事~~不也是人生必经的一个过程吗!? 只是舒发一下自己最近心里的烦闷~~ 暑假到了~~虽然还是要上班!! 但是空闲时间还是多了~~因为不用上课~~ 一无聊~我就会想东想西~~好的坏的都想~~ 很爱动脑筋.....She also said that i should keep myself busy... and earn more money, just in case i may need someday somehow. She wanted me to visit her as soon as possible. But I just couldn't save enough money in order to get the ticket to see her..and the place that we had been spent together for 2 years and 4 months. 也许~这就是我目前所遇过的真爱吧!!! 心里面放不下她~~自己也很难再找到另一个更好的人~ She told me that I should find another girlfriend. But I said, " I know, I just couldn't find another good one" The truth is I dont want to give up right now. I promised her something. I dont know whether she still remembered it or not. To me, a promise is a promise. I will wait until she find a better boy( or man) to look after her well. I just want her to be happy and well looked after. 唉~先写到这里~~该睡了~明天还要上班~~累爆了~~~ 最後带来两首歌~~分享给大家~~~ 一首~ 林志炫 "熟情歌" 专辑里的 "说不出的告别"... ........................................................ 我说服我自己 没有我 你会更顺心 可能你已经 云淡风轻 当我是个曾经 是不甘心 还是依然爱着你~~~~ 在告别之後........................ ......................................................... 另一首....BSB "Never Gone" 里的 "Incomplete" ........................................................ I'm awake but my world is half asleep I pray for this heart to be unbroken But without you all I'm going to be is Incomplete.............. .......................................................... 以上跟暗黑唯一有关的是~~~~~ 她也喜欢玩暗黑~~只是她更喜欢看我玩~~~ 她自己玩会紧张^^"~~~~ 以前练功她会在我身边看~~~ 现在~~~没了.....也许以後才会有机会吧~~(希望)~~~ ==============================谢谢看完================================== --

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