昨晚 在與Mr.衛 熱線的時候 也不知道哪根筋忽然不對 天外一筆地問他:我們會走到哪裡... 其實我們討論過很多遍了 每次都因為捨不得分開而退縮逃避 我自己清楚 這樣下去真的不行 對他而言 他爸爸是牧師 聖經就是他的一切 他將來的老婆 理所當然也要是基督徒 而沒有人知道 我哪一天會不會成為基督徒 在這樣的情況下 他無法跨前一步 他說:Love is commitment. I wish I could give you a different answer. I wish I could keep you selfishly. 我知道再拖下去 會讓我對他的感情愈強烈 到頭來我會傷得更痛 所以這次我決定放棄了 他說: You are a magnificent woman, but I'm a stupid boy. 之後他就要我去看"Stupid Boy"的歌詞 Stupid Boy Well, she was precious like a flower She grew wild, wild but innocent A perfect prayer in a desperate hour She was everything beautiful and different Stupid boy, you can't fence that in Stupid boy, it's like holding back the wind she laid her heart and soul right in your hands And you stole her every dream and you crushed her plans She never even knew she had a choice and that's what happens When the only voice she hears is telling her she can't Stupid boy, stupid boy Oh So what made you think you could take a life And just push it push it around I guess you build yourself up so high You had to take her and break her down she laid her heart and soul right in your hands And you stole her every dream and you crushed her plans She never even knew she had a choice and that's what happens When the only voice she hears is telling her she can't You stupid boy Oh, you always had to be right but now you've lost The only thing that ever made you feel alive Yeah, yeah It took a while for her to figure out she could run But when she did, she was long gone Long gone, long gone Ah, she's gone Nobody's ever gonna love me like she loved me And she loved me, she loved me God please, just let her know I'm sorry, I'm sorry I'm sorry, I'm sorry Baby, yeah, I'm down on my knees She's never coming back to me 今天我一直反覆聽這首歌 一直大哭 想著孫燕姿的"害怕" "還是害怕突然寧願當初沒有決定" 我好想他 好想見他 可是又怕一見他 我的心又會動搖 我寧願痛痛快快愛一場 就算因了解而分開 也不要這樣...連愛的機會都沒有 --

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