昨晚 在与Mr.卫 热线的时候 也不知道哪根筋忽然不对 天外一笔地问他:我们会走到哪里... 其实我们讨论过很多遍了 每次都因为舍不得分开而退缩逃避 我自己清楚 这样下去真的不行 对他而言 他爸爸是牧师 圣经就是他的一切 他将来的老婆 理所当然也要是基督徒 而没有人知道 我哪一天会不会成为基督徒 在这样的情况下 他无法跨前一步 他说:Love is commitment. I wish I could give you a different answer. I wish I could keep you selfishly. 我知道再拖下去 会让我对他的感情愈强烈 到头来我会伤得更痛 所以这次我决定放弃了 他说: You are a magnificent woman, but I'm a stupid boy. 之後他就要我去看"Stupid Boy"的歌词 Stupid Boy Well, she was precious like a flower She grew wild, wild but innocent A perfect prayer in a desperate hour She was everything beautiful and different Stupid boy, you can't fence that in Stupid boy, it's like holding back the wind she laid her heart and soul right in your hands And you stole her every dream and you crushed her plans She never even knew she had a choice and that's what happens When the only voice she hears is telling her she can't Stupid boy, stupid boy Oh So what made you think you could take a life And just push it push it around I guess you build yourself up so high You had to take her and break her down she laid her heart and soul right in your hands And you stole her every dream and you crushed her plans She never even knew she had a choice and that's what happens When the only voice she hears is telling her she can't You stupid boy Oh, you always had to be right but now you've lost The only thing that ever made you feel alive Yeah, yeah It took a while for her to figure out she could run But when she did, she was long gone Long gone, long gone Ah, she's gone Nobody's ever gonna love me like she loved me And she loved me, she loved me God please, just let her know I'm sorry, I'm sorry I'm sorry, I'm sorry Baby, yeah, I'm down on my knees She's never coming back to me 今天我一直反覆听这首歌 一直大哭 想着孙燕姿的"害怕" "还是害怕突然宁愿当初没有决定" 我好想他 好想见他 可是又怕一见他 我的心又会动摇 我宁愿痛痛快快爱一场 就算因了解而分开 也不要这样...连爱的机会都没有 --

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