Justine Henin: I was like a machine, and I regret it Justine，你最怕什麽？ 被抛弃的感觉。我很怕自己独处，就像大多数的人一样。但我尽力不让这种事发生(笑)。 除此之外我没有任何特别害怕的事物。 Justine, what is your biggest fear? Being abandoned. I’m afraid of being alone, like most people I guess. But I’ m doing everything I can to make sure that doesn’t happen (smiles). Otherwise I don’t have any phobias, really, no specific fears to speak of. 什麽是你第一个成真的梦想？ 当我还小时，我为网球而过活，生活容不下其他事情。当我青少年时，我房间里有葛拉芙 的海报，并梦想着能赢得法网。所以当我在这遇见她和赢得冠军，我同时让两个梦想成真 。之後当我22岁时，我还去跳伞 ─ 那是其他我所梦想去做的事情。 What is the first dream you made come true? When I was a kid, I lived for tennis, and there wasn’t much room for anything else. When I was a teenager, I had posters of Steffi Graf in my room, and I dreamt of winning the French Open. So when I met her and won here, I made two big dreams come true. A bit later, when I was 22, I went skydiving – that was something else I’d dreamed of doing. 你什麽时候会对Carlos生气？ 我以前常常会对他发脾气，但我也会试着控制住。(笑)我记得有一次我真的有爆发开来， 那是在2004年的Amelia Island时，我和Conchita Martinez交手。那时我感觉身体不适， 後来才发现感染了病毒 ─ 有点像mono。Carlos那时不断地在场边斥责，因为打得实在很 差。我发现这样对我很不公平，所以有一次我就骂回去。他就愣住了，随後离开球场。从 此之後他再也不这样做。他总是对我很严，但我知道这是为我好，只是那时我感觉很愤慨 。整体来说，我很幸运遇到Carlos，他也应该对有能忍受他十五年的选手感到幸运。(笑) When were you most angry with Carlos Rodriguez (her coach)? I was angry a lot, but I usually managed to keep it in (smiles). I remember one time when I really exploded. It was at Amelia Island, during a match against Conchita Martinez in 2004. I wasn’t feeling very well and later we found out that I had a virus – a bit like glandular fever. Carlos took me aside and started bawling me out on the side of the court, because I was playing so badly. I found that really unfair, so for once I yelled back. I really got stuck into him and he left the court. He never did that again. He was always pretty hard on me, but I knew it was for my own good. That particular time, I resented it. Generally speaking, I was lucky to have Carlos, but he was also lucky to have a player that put up with him for fifteen years (smiles). 你成为球员後第一次掉泪是什麽时候？ 我不太常哭，即使在重要时刻我很开心，我也不太擅长表达出来。唯一一次我让自己泪崩 是当我经历一场艰困输球、独自在旅馆房间时哭的。但当我比赛时，我会控制自己的情绪 。也许控制得太多，让我以前看起来像具机器，而我现在深感後悔。我真希望当时能像男 球员在赛事结束时，无论在决赛赢或输球都展现自己的内心感受，那是令人感动的一幕。 而我，即使自己拿下大满贯，我仍从未让自己的情感流露。 What were the first tears you shed as a player? I didn’t cry very much and I wasn’t very good at showing I was happy, even on momentous occasions. The only time I let myself go was when I was alone in my hotel room after a difficult loss. But when I played, I kept my emotions under control. Maybe too much. I was a machine, and now I regret it. It would have been good to show how I felt more, like men do sometimes at the end of tournaments. They keep it all in until the end, and after they win or lose in the final, they show how they feel and it’s quite touching. Even if I won a Grand Slam, I never let what I was feeling show. 你最大的迷信是什麽？ 我在比赛期间总会选同样的餐厅，甚至休息日跟比赛日时会有不同的餐厅选择。而且我总 希望坐在主审椅的同一边，我也不会踩在边线上。我想我是非常迷信的(笑)。我们知道这 并不会改变什麽，但就只是一种再确认而已，让我们重拾信心、专注在不顺利的细节上。 我现在已经不会迷信了 ─ 现在我回想起来，我觉得当时很可笑(笑)。 What is your biggest superstition? I always ate at the same restaurants during tournaments. I even had one restaurant for rest days and another for match days. And I always wanted to sit on the same side of the umpire and I never walked on the lines. I was really superstitious (smiles). We pretty much all are on circuit. We know that it doesn’t change anything, but it’s reassuring, it lets us get our bearings and focus on details when things aren’t going well. Now I’m not at all superstitious – I’ve taken a step back and I can see that it was ridiculous (smiles). 什麽时候开始你觉得自己很有名？ 那是我2003年赢得法网回到布鲁塞尔时。当时我才21岁，而有近万名群众聚集在布鲁塞尔 大广场上为我庆贺。你永远不会意识到会有这样的时刻，尤其当自己十分钟前在饭店阳台 望过去时那里空无一人。那时我感到很羞怯，担心自己会让事情搞砸。那时我才觉得自己 有了变化，也知道自己能够影响许多人。 When did you realise you were famous? At an event that made a major impression on me and left me speechless – it was when I went back to Brussels after winning the French Open in 2003. I was 21 and there were 10,000 people waiting on the Grand Place to celebrate and cheer me on. You’re never really prepared for moments like those, especially considering that ten minutes before I went out onto the hotel balcony there was absolutely nobody out there. I’m pretty shy, and I was worried things would go badly. Seeing so many people made me realise how things had changed for me, but also how much impact I could have on people. 如果你能回到过去一小时，你会想改变什麽？ 我想要和我妈说声再见。我当时不认为她会这麽快离开我们，而我对於没能和她多说话、 将她挽进怀抱里深感愧疚。如果是在运动场上，我想我会回到2006年对Mauresmo的温网决 赛。温网是我唯一没能赢的大满贯，但在我拿下第一盘 6-2 後，我心态上和体能上无法 让自己拿下比赛。就只差那一盘，温网冠军就在指缝间溜走。我相信命运不该是这样的。 但如果我能回到当时并找回活力取得另一盘，我会立刻去做(笑)。 If you could go back in time for an hour, what would you change? I’d say goodbye to my mum. I didn’t think she’d leave us so quickly and I regret that I wasn't able to talk to her more or take her in my arms. If we’ re talking sport, I’d go back to my Wimbledon final against Amelie Mauresmo in 2006. Wimbledon is the only Grand Slam I didn’t win, but after taking the first set 6-2, I didn’t have the mental or physical strength to finish the match. I was one set away from winning Wimbledon and it slipped through my fingers. It just wasn’t meant to be. I’m a great believer in destiny, so that’s what I think. But if I could go back to that final and find the energy to take another set, I’d do it in a heartbeat (smiles). 你曾经在球场上作弊吗？ 老实说，从不。虽然03年对小威时是发生过举起手示意还没准备好发球(争议细节不赘译) 但另一方面，诚实对我来说是很重要的。我不能容忍公然的作弊。如果有球员在我学院作 弊，我会立即制止。 Have you ever cheated on court? Honestly, never. There was that time playing Serena in 2003 when I raised my hand to say I wasn’t ready for the serve (Justine Henin raised her hand to indicate she wasn’t ready for Serena’s serve. However, she did not confirm this to the umpire, and Serena was surprised to not be given the benefit of a first serve. This made a few waves). But otherwise, honesty is very important to me. I’m not capable of openly cheating. When young players cheat at my academy, I put a stop to it immediately. 你觉得你最糟的特质是？ 我很难维持住友谊。我很难和住在很远的朋友保持联络，这令人遗憾，因为我很喜欢大家 并乐於分享。我是个很极端的人 ─ 我愿意分享任何事物，但友谊一刀两断时，我也不会 假装。在维持友谊上我总是不太稳定，我很不擅长维持长久的友谊关系，但我正寻求更多 的稳定且正努力当中。在这三十年岁月里，我希望我将能说我有认识超过二十年的朋友。 What is your worst character trait? I have trouble keeping up friendships. I’m bad at keeping in touch with friends who live far away, and it’s a real pity, because I like people and sharing things. I’m a very intense person – when I give, I give everything. But when I cut myself off and burn bridges, I’m not pretending. I’ve always been really erratic in keeping up friendships, I’m not good at creating long-term relationships. But I’m looking for a bit more stability and I’m really working on it. In thirty years’ time, I hope I’ll be able to say that I’ve known my friends for twenty years. http://goo.gl/lWAA0 http://www.rolandgarros.com/en_FR/news/articles/2012-06-07/201206061339008647802.html --

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