Some boardmates have been discussing the topic of career. Those who haven't graduated yet are worried about their career plan. For me, I have been a career woman, working regularly and stably. But I don't like my working environment sincerely. No one understand me and I have no one to talk to. I used to study at Taipei city but I work at a small town. Now I work as a high school teacher. People say I am lucky enough to get the teaching job at a high school. There is no doubt I am lucky beacuse it's hard to get a teaching job now. I told myself I should be thankful and devoted to my job. Yes, I do. I have been trying for over one year. But I was constantly weighed down my working environment. It's hard to make a breakthrough in my life. I get along well with my students and colleagues. But the relationship is far from family, relatives and friendship. It's merely on the surface. I can not share my sorrow with them. They belive I am happy and nothing to complain about life. But in my deepest heart, I feel limited and unhappy. Day after day, I wonder if my life can go like this. I have no courage to quit my job beacuse I have no other surviving skills. Besides, my family would be furious if I quitted. Even though I am not a young student, I can't set a definite goal for future. I feel bad. What can I wish for? What's self-realization? --

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