I agree with the importance of religious faith in life. I’m not here to preach any kind of religion, but the faith I hold tightly helps me out of my sufferings in the course of life. As a junior high school student, I lost my father. He died of an accident so suddenly that I couldn’t prepare for the future without him. I was furious for God took away my beloved and turned my life into sorrow and bitterness. I questioned why god treated me badly, since I did nothing wrong. Deep in my heart, the sad experience made me more mature than the others of my age. Not knowing what to do, I faltered and hesitated. I once thought of giving up my study and working to make a living. I felt inferior to my peers but pretended to be brave. I started to explore the very meaning of life. What am I pursuing and what can make me more satisfied??? In these ten years, I got lost and reorient my way again. Maybe losing my father is a great pity in my life. But I learn more and grow stronger in the life without his support. What I want to say is that don't be frustrated by misfortune happen to you. As long as you go through it, you will be much better. Still,I believe god helps those who have a kind heart and generous with others. I got my MA degree two years ago. Now I worked for the government instead of a factory. (At the moment I lost my father, I thought I should work at a factory) Even though I did not make lots of money, my mother is pround of me. My misfortune never weigh me down but help on the other hand. Keep faith in what you do is right, and you will taste the fruit of your hard working sooner or later. ※ 引述《aesth (IN56)》之铭言： : ※ 引述《livelifejim (了解你自己很重要)》之铭言： : : Do you know yourself very much? : : I found that not everyone is very clear about what they are doing. : : Confusion occupied their entire youth time. : : I think this kind of person is born to confuse. : : Just like me, I always live with confusion. : : Do you know yourself very well? : : how often do you be confused? : Yes, I am this kind of person. : I was proud before and anything was interesting to me. : Maybe this is because I could get what I want. : But one day my girl friend passed away and I started confusing. : I confuse all I chose before, such as what if I didn't meet the girl before. : What is life? What is the rules of the universe? : Whatever questions people always asking come into my mind. : This is a presage of lack of confidence. : Since I realize how small I am, I choose to believe there's God. : Honestly, I'm still constructing it's right. : The goodness of making a god for me is that, at least, I can make up a good : reason when I feel disappointed. : For example, God has his reason to make it happens though I don't know, and : He always love me. : This makes me think positive and choose to learn the lesson. : However confusion still exists. What can I do? I don't know. : I always complain inside that if Your sayings are right why we still stand : here. : Then an answer comes up, you know, positive thinking. : I don't accept the "positive" answer but I can't retort it. : Therefore, I am experiencing a truth--until we experience we know nothing. : We know everything but knowing is not enough. : We need to experiece it or we do not know it is true. : I read a word that in the end the only thing we do is just discussing with : God. : I am so eager to see that. : I am scientist, a theorist. : When I face a problem, I analize. It's my nature and I can't help it. : Sometimes I hate this part of me. It will stop me trying something. : Recently the movie, Yes man, inspires me. : Life is experiencing. : I think too much. I say too much. : Why don't I save the time of confusion to do something meaningful. : Who wants a cup of coffee with me? Raise your hand. --

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