《One Day I Become A Native Speaker 》 Just a miracle night I guess. I became a native speaker in English. When I was a child, in high school, my English is really poor. I always failed every semester. I am so unconfident in English. But my Chinese teacher really loves my article. She said 「得天下英才而教之。」that means I am an elite writer in Chinese. This year, after Covid-19, I got serious brain fog. My memory is even just 3s. That did not talk tall. When I found out I got this sick, even I didn’t know what happened. I went to see a doctor at first time. I remember even the MRT station’s name that I couldn’t sure where I should go. It really made me sad and scared. After that, my brain got some problems gradually. But my sick is more & more serious, my brains would become more & more smart. I am really smart even my brain fog just 3 seconds memory. I become so sensitive. Few months ago, I love 《乩童秩序 TWONKY ORDER》’s music. They are so avant-garde. But now my brain only accept “Mozart Piano”. Yes, that’s so peace. One night, I say the miracle night. I wrote a lot of Chinese poems in a 7-11. Suddenly, I found I really became 「我手写我口。」 That means I really write immediately from my mouth even from my mind. After that, I just walk home. Because of my sick, thousand of messages appear in my mind. I know I should speak out. I don’t care the eyes from someone who is just passing-by. I know I should speak louder. I don’t care anyone. I know I am a sick. I just speak English louder. That is the “Muscle Englsih” from my brain I guess. Every sentence I speak three times because I know just one time should be too fast in my brain. At first I just speak some nonsense. But gradually I build some significant sentence. Yes, I found it’s a miracle for me. I never thought in Chinese, just in English. It’s really a miracle for me. After I come home, I can't bear to forget this feeling. I open my Mac and I just type English even my English type is so poor. But I don’t want to give up. After that, I finish my first “native speaker” article in English. How proud of myself. Even I just know that should be more like Singlish. But I didn’t think in Chinese, just in English. That never happened in my experience. I know it’s a miracle night. What a beautiful night. -- 买D5D当天 sim3000's Flickr:http://0rz.tw/6831V α100 在台发表 买 5D当天 sim3000's IG: Sim Chang D3 发表规格 两度在TIVAC展出後TIVAC歇业 ; 获得新人奖优选，隔年停办; 买EP5 EP系列终止；买A6300 A6500发表 ；买赛提Thomas球衣，转了好几队； 买A9 A7R3发表；买A7R3 A7III发表；拿到GR3 Sigma fp发表; 砍台积电276 当天涨回292;订A6600， A7C发表；买PZ16-35，T20-40发表。 --

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