作者precipitate (Get it right)
看板Diary
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时间: Sun Dec 27 07:15:12 2009
I can't remember how many times I woke up like this, despite
all night's focus on the books, ending up feeling nothing
that made me exhausted after all.
It may be too early for myself physically, but waking up at
6:00 AM, a time I don't get used to much, seems like a habit
that had took place so many places that I couldn't find anything
wrong with it.
Getting up early still proves not harder than bring those memories back.
How deep did you have to love a woman to feel she never disppeared and
just had hiden behind the corner of your mind? The visible reason
that came to my mind is that I loved her too much.
我已经不晓得我该如何面对这样醒过来的方式了，当意识充满脑门的那刹那，
就再也找不回那样子的深层，於是坐在床角，看着墙上映出外面路灯的光影，
然後试着用已经充电完的大脑慢慢观察这房间每一个角落，与其说是寻找那所
谓不寻常的东西，倒比较像是用目光代替身体去感觉这片熟悉的小地方，然後
从中找出自己还活着的一点证据而已。
也许有一天当我不想她的时候，她才会想起我，或我们曾经说过的话，那时候
，说不定她已经在某个人肩膀上倚靠着，这些也只是一瞬间的念头而已。
如果我的一些想法，会把我和她的幸福剥夺殆尽，那我宁愿自己受苦，成全她
一辈子的快乐。
Sometimes, we have to jump off the cliff.
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