are we happy yes we're happy aren't we except for a lasting unshakeable feeling of playing second fiddle that i can't get out of my head how does it feel to be in control of two at once or are you in control of only one maybe you dissemble more than you show which means you should be in acting school 'cause if it were real you would have no heart like me or my image see in reality i do feel sadly when i think of you and me and you and that other one and how we are in a unity until you are an item and i can't stand having to share i could never share and even as a kid my stuff would be my stuff and i wouldn't lend them out to even a very good friend 'cause once i exchange-traded and both items were valuable but the trade became public so we had to commit metaphorical seppuku and it was the end of our friendship so you see i don't like sharing it's not in my nature but i have no choice but to share you and i don't even like who i'm sharing with of course i don't know the person well but his star sign is a serious issue for me i have never gotten along well with aquarius or is it aquarii i don't know else i don't care it's not important enough to me i just don't get along it's gained knowledge from experience if i were a philosopher i'd be an empirico-pragmatist who speaks to others using logic so i am logically saying to you this situation doesn't sit well with me i'm suffering here can you hear me well can you all of this is my fault no it's your fault no it's my fault i can't help but fall down into the valley of the pharmakon the double-edged blade but every sharp edge is one regardless of how many edges because it's a cut to the quick that bleeds my heart away a cut both dangerous and exhilarating dangerous because exhilarating that bleeds and bleeds until i'm dry but how dry your heart is i will never see ※ 編輯: spacedunce5 來自: 61.228.82.199 (12/28 23:48) ※ 編輯: spacedunce5 來自: 140.112.4.195 (12/29 15:51)