If I wake up, and finally, found of my life, what shall I do? I wake up, then, feel life renewed. But I wake up, and, feel tear inside... Baby is crying... It's dead since the last year of elementary school Betrayal, betrayal, betrayal of love Leaving, leaving, leaving of my best friend, Beating, beating, beating of grades, Insults, insults, insults from teacher From heaven to hell, from a silent star to mute Mom has died, since I was nine. And she never revived. Her sense is killed. Numb is what the baby feel. The baby is too sad to bear all this spell Then baby hide, baby dies, baby broke Peel the heart See the blood So I am lesbian. Because my baby made a mistake that hurts too much... for it to bear.. It hides. It breaks. It shrinks. It looks dead, but whining inside And I don't know.. I am not aware of my true baby. Baby is bleeding inside, for her unintended mistake which she tries to forget and erase in the imprint she accidentally hurt her best friend And the ten years later, knowing not what happened the brain mutate, Another love sparked and sent me back to the ancient history of my life Truth revive Sad to take Baby break through the chains and cry out She's there! Oh my baby! She's awake, and talked to me She's a baby of tear, hiding in the blood, craving for my love in eternity. And why I didn't love her? So why had I abandomed her? She's asleep and whining silently for a decade of melancholy...when I'm unaware. Then the surdimutism mutes my baby. Then, after six years, when I am old enough, the chemical chains altered, and baby appear. And my life has gone. My most precious youth days has gone. When baby finally awake, I already past my prime time. Living in death and mute. My baby, I met you million years beforehand Mommy is so wrong to abandom you. Mommy loves you forever in eternity. And from now on, I won't forsake you. I'll kiss you alive, whenever you are asleep. I'll talk to you, whenever you are awake. I'll love you, forever, inside my heart. And my pure baby, don't hesitate Come alive, although life is too late to compensate You don't need to please those delicates. Swinging the appetite to the girls -- -TRUTH is the absolute Beauty embedded in mind- --

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