there are lots of things whirling around in my mind, it was not a straight and direct blow that hit me, but somehow, it affected my whole brain system, is it because of my stupid melancholic sensitivity? am now in music theraphy, trying to heal myself, thinking and thinking a lot, then where am i now? to count the blessings that God has been giving, i can't thank enough for everything that i've got. too many things and ambitions to reach out, "no risk, no glory," said Tucker, and i remember, anything is about taking risks and facing challenges, once again, that's what we call the damn thing, "life" ironic, satiric, sarcastic, and tragic, all in one blend, could wipe laughters and happiness at one second, giving no space to stand up, no air to breathe in, feeling suffocated and succumb to foolish things. feeling tied up, can't free the real-selves from it, as the knife is too blunt, ain't sharp enough to cut, wanting to run away, just run away, and escape, to the emergency exit? or to the exit door? which? life is about choices, life is all about the virtual game, being any roles, anything, is what the selves decide, fluctuations and turning tides always do huge assaults, winning and losing, never be afraid of doing any faults. our life still goes on, while the time is running marathon, i am trying to keep running to reach out for the balloon, keep telling myself to be tough and standing up sturdily, trying not to push things too far and desire too greedily. anyhow, somehow, no matter how, and i don't even know how, i know that people we're just only the weak human beings, please never give in, never let go for this only one chance, keep walking and trying until you have your stories finished. 2006.04.27 ***in memorial to a friend*** ---- 莫名其妙的亂七八糟 UpplevMuzik~* http://kocucul49.spaces.live.com --

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