hurt so strongly do i feel my existence this pain this clenching of the heart reminding me again and again that this is no dream. I am here though i know not why I do love though I too do hate and I do feel though it is to hurt I cannot stop my feelings this wave that washes me away only to throw me up against the rocky shore bruised and bleeding again and again The punishment for my love The punishment for my hate My punishment which I shall bear alone in silence. I will not cry, the punishing wave, they are my tears pounding POUNding my mind is the drumskin, my head Ringing from the echos of my silent screams maddeningly tranquil outside I smile. ~Vel --

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