I've wondered it many times. And I hate it! Cause it will put pressure on you. And I know why I do such thing. I care it. Why I am so panic? There were many stories of other people about the thing I didn't like. And they were suffered something bad. Actually, I found the fact. I am so weak to face that. Even it might be nothing in fact. Moreover, as I wrote this, once again I had proved my weakness. I hate it! But I still want to be more better, in all aspects, to struggle my chips. And I don't want to bet other options but you. I told myself once and once again that I have to trust you, and trust you. Perhaps, I'm just a wierdo. If it is neccessary that suffered that thing to grow up, I would rather never be suffered it. Never.... Will the Fate bless me?! I prayed everytimes. Or you, my goddness.... I loved the most. More, thanks for your call to me. It's an Syrup Elixir. I love you --

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