In fact, I really got no idea what I should say. You seem to know nothing, you know, nothing about what i care about. And I hate that. How I want to escape from you sometimes. There's still someone willing to give me help. I do not really care about what their real intention is Coz I know that would not matter anymore Especially when you make me feel so sad about you. And I fell bad. No, I've tried every means to get myself out. But I still got stucked. I have so many feelings in my heart at the same time and all of them are ready to eat me all. That, yes you're right, may include my soul. Damn I got no ways to find the way out! And I hate you so. Never, do not ask me if I love you. I am tired of this question. Even more, I hate that question. Just like I hate you sometimes. Do not ask me why i hate you. Coz I have no reason to explain. There are too much fatigue for me. I have no mood to explain that all for you. And I am tired. You fucking damn shit!! I am not mean to call you by this goddamn name. But I must do. Coz you did such... No words can convey my anger. So forget about it like the very next time. You never know how kind I am trying to treat you. You have no idea how hard I try to make you happy. So what's the matter? You do not know anything so why shall I tell? So let it be. Yes, that's what I say, Just let it be... Coz soon, I will forget this trifle, too. Just like you will never ever knew it. Am I a fool? I do not know. But maybe sometimes I am, I guess so. --

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