November 11st, we went back to our elementary school....... I had expected this day for a month. Just since you told me that we can go visit our teacher together and look around in Doung-Yuan. Morning, I just could not wait. I wanted to see you as soon as I could. Another thing also bothering was I wanted to give you the gift I prepared for you. So I started finding a good reason that I could go to downtown. The only thing I wanted to do is to see you....... Looked myself in the mirror. I know..... I could have my hair cut, I could also wait you in the restaurant till you finished your movie. PM 3:40.... I finally saw you standing under the arcade. You are so beautiful. We took the first line bus together.... I could not move my eyes away from you...... Our school, there isn't much different our changing since we graduated. But since we walked into Doung-Yuan. The feeling of my memory in elementary school wasn't strong as much as I thought. I just couldn't help myself thinking of you. I don't know why. Those words just spewed out from my mouth... I asked you if you can go to the year ending party with me and be my dance partner. You didn't agree immediately, just said you need to consider first. Yesterday, you told me you can't , because it really make you feel awkward. You said we are too familiar with each other. I am just your good friend. My head was dizzy. I didn't know why.... I told you mindlessly that the truth that I fall in love with you. Recently, in my mind , only you can exist. Of coursr I know you wouldn't accept me. But I just feel I los my mind..... At last.... I hope we can still be friends, just like before. Can talk at school , can chat online , can share secrets with each other...... That's my last wish..... Hope you can pretend there wasn't anything happened yesterday..... So sad..... I am really sad.... World suddenly lost colours..... and everything turned in to gray.... --

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