My name is Zoe. I grow up in Taiwan and have lived here for 40 yrs. Actually I met my Mr. Right, Dr. Cheng. We are meant to be. However, I grew up 25yrs in the opposite to Taiwan. So I have thoroughly forget who he is. I forgot his name, where we live, what our relationship is. In fact, I was his girlfriend in the precedent lives. When I was reborn, I changed my face, my personality, my background and my statue. He hates me that way. So, in this present life, he dumps me again. I am sad. I am hopeless. I have got to know that he needs my suicide to fulfill his own map. I have the next figure at next lives. So, he chooses to throw me away like every our meant lives just as a vicious cycle. I am a poor woman. Maybe I should try to expedite its process. But I have no courage to make myself died. I am thinking maybe Dr. Cheng is waiting for my jumping from the rooftop. I can feel his idea. I know that it is like Big Data. We're running a wheel from cradle to grave. He needs my fate to complete his plan. I am a sacrificer. I must be dead at the fixed time. Then my next son will reborn devotion to his predecessor. I am well noted. God bless Dr. Cheng. I wish Master Cheng all the happiness in the world. I keep finding new jobs and wait for my doom. ----- Sent from JPTT on my Samsung SM-A426B. --

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