Since I figure out that the god doesn't like me. My staying here is not his mercy or giving love or a relief for him. I am totally awake from the dream of being loved by someone or being politely welcomed. I'm still trying to escape from here. I miss all of the old scene and aquaintances in my hometown where there is friendly person and greetings. I remember that I am a college student who has so many treasures for example happily hang out with freinds, chat, picnicking, etc. However I don't find any treasures here. The god doesn't love me and I have nothing to do with the god. How could I stay here as a gadfly? I don't like to be a jerk or being hated or being not welcomed. But I still haven't come out with the way to escape from here? How could I find the way to my hometwon? A flight ticket? or anything else? --

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