作者vchieh (la vie est si dur)
看板EngTalk
標題[Mind]temporary depression
時間Thu Jul 9 23:03:22 2009
why is it that I constantly feel mentally fatigued...
or maybe physically as well.
screaming or shouting isn't really an option becuz throwing a tantrum
has the least effect.
i'm always mopping the floor, running errands, doing house chores...
acting as if i were really babysitting my bro.
the image of being independent can be scary, to others and myself.
the worst thing being I actually get used to the fact that this is me,
the seemingly all-too-macho me.
Or maybe it's just a facade...
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1F:推 Bigfatty73:Dude, you need a timeout 07/10 02:05
2F:→ Bigfatty73:a day out of the city; a weekend getaway, anything 07/10 02:06
3F:→ Bigfatty73:give yourself some space so you'd actually hear 07/10 02:07
4F:→ Bigfatty73:your own voice. Then decide what you want to do 07/10 02:08
5F:→ Bigfatty73:about the issue at hand 07/10 02:08
6F:→ vchieh:thanks a lot...totally appreciate ur advice...but maybe 07/10 09:33
7F:→ vchieh:a big sister is doomed in some way. Dunno. i suppose 07/10 09:34
8F:→ vchieh:i'll need another night to sleep it over. 07/10 09:35