※ 引述《livelifejim (了解你自己很重要)》之銘言： : Do you know yourself very much? : I found that not everyone is very clear about what they are doing. : Confusion occupied their entire youth time. : I think this kind of person is born to confuse. : Just like me, I always live with confusion. : Do you know yourself very well? : how often do you be confused? Yes, I am this kind of person. I was proud before and anything was interesting to me. Maybe this is because I could get what I want. But one day my girl friend passed away and I started confusing. I confuse all I chose before, such as what if I didn't meet the girl before. What is life? What is the rules of the universe? Whatever questions people always asking come into my mind. This is a presage of lack of confidence. Since I realize how small I am, I choose to believe there's God. Honestly, I'm still constructing it's right. The goodness of making a god for me is that, at least, I can make up a good reason when I feel disappointed. For example, God has his reason to make it happens though I don't know, and He always love me. This makes me think positive and choose to learn the lesson. However confusion still exists. What can I do? I don't know. I always complain inside that if Your sayings are right why we still stand here. Then an answer comes up, you know, positive thinking. I don't accept the "positive" answer but I can't retort it. Therefore, I am experiencing a truth--until we experience we know nothing. We know everything but knowing is not enough. We need to experiece it or we do not know it is true. I read a word that in the end the only thing we do is just discussing with God. I am so eager to see that. I am scientist, a theorist. When I face a problem, I analize. It's my nature and I can't help it. Sometimes I hate this part of me. It will stop me trying something. Recently the movie, Yes man, inspires me. Life is experiencing. I think too much. I say too much. Why don't I save the time of confusion to do something meaningful. Who wants a cup of coffee with me? Raise your hand. --

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