Finally, I would be able to cool down my frenetic heart and write the diary which I determine to keep until the end of this school year. The period of time as I served in Army passed at such ferocious speed that I could hardly come realization that I am already old enough to take responsibility for my own life. Someone once said that without the real experience of suffering from great difficulty, a guy would never turn himself to a true man. I must admit that it was the most heartbreaking time in my 25-year-old life journey. As I could remember, in this 7-year relationship, all those things we had been through means nothing when we have to be forced to separate in two distinctive locations for 11 months. I still keep in mind the vow you said you would wait until I complete my serving time at the enlisting day. That was the most beautiful smile I haven’t seen in my life time and, at the same time, the most unbearable pain I buried deep down to the bottom of my heart. When you told me that you was going to leave me for another guy, my heart sank, my breath became heavy, my tears welled in the corner of my eyes, I wanted to grasp your hand but all I could do was staring blankly at sky. My heart was shattered into thousands of pieces. I could hardly hold the cell phone without shouting to sky and releasing my deepest sorrow. The rain rolled in, I could no longer care anything anymore. Thunder flashed through the sky, I let the rain wetting cloth and trying to grasp your tender face last time I saw you. It was so delicate, so warm that I once truly believe I was the luckiest man in the world because of you. You know I did love you profoundly... as deep as the Pacific Ocean... --

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