※ 引述《onabcd (高高老女孩)》之銘言： : Dear Dad, : How are you? Hope you are good there. Hope your dad is just fine in his world! : I know you are good because some of your friends dreamed about you. : But Mum and I haven't dreamed about you yet. : One of my colleagues thought I am strong enough becasue I'm always happy : when I am at work. The truth is that I don't want anyone to see my tear. In fact, it may really be good to keep being happy at work :). Some psychologist told me that having big big smile/laughter really makes you happy, even if you don't mean it at the beginning! I am not actually familiar with that topic, though, so feel free to correct me (but I really heard so). : When I take a bus or someone give me a lift, I think of you. I believe that your daddy knows that you think of him, and he might be really happy for that. But he certainly doesn't want that to bother your everyday life or make you sad. :) : From now on, I have to drive by myself when going anywhere. : I guess there is someone liking me. But the truth is that : he isn't my cup of tea. I know why I like him now becasue he is kind and nice : to me. But in my mind, I know he is not the one. : I should not hurt him. So I try to be his friend and let him to think that I : could be his sister only. : I am frustrated now becasue I think I might do something wrong to the customers : . In addition, the relationship between Mum, brother and I are not so good, : especially after you passed away. : Before you left us, brother listen to you. But now he doesn't listen to mum : I am really frustrated when I see this at our family. Hope you will soon find a new, good way to live your lives... : Now there are only 3 people at this family but ~~~~ : I do want to cry loudly to relieve and to have a hug with someone. : I really need a hug. --

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