I don't know... I have said that when I was in Tainan, I have had a chance to approach and shake the hand with her, whereas I didn't do so. However, it was so eccentric. Why? If you know me, you will make out that I am not the one who likes to occupy any opposite sex, but then I had the intention to hug her. "She is mine." The grotesque thought knocked at my door. It was not like a hentai who wanted to disturb her, but like something I have never come by. "The king should have his own queen." "The hero should have his own mate." OH MY GOD! Say you know me, you will understand that I am not a man who acts as the leader in his group. I always act as the supporting role. It is truth. Therefore, at that time little did I know why I have such the notion. I am not the one as the king or a hero, and I don't hope so, too. It is so unbelievable, isn't it? And, once I acted as a hentai, I should make me jizz by taking a look at her picture like most of AV Models and some of female stars. All the same, I hardly did so... I like her not because of the body desire. Most of persons like their own stars due to being able to do so, but I can't. It is so queer... Why did I want to embrace her so much? And then, yesterday I have said that I have the though of tying the knob with her. It is not the thing about the fact that I want her to my girl friend or to sex with me, but a notion of building up the family with her came out right away directly. Nevertheless, I can control it. Maybe she in 2:50 is someone able to capture me. A pair of shiny eyes is full of water.... Nonetheless, I still by no means took advantage of their songs. I have said that when I practiced playing basketball alone, I used to play walkman. I think it is hard to practice hard by enjoying their music. I can not BURN... but QUENCH... Anyway, I think it is far from indicipherable to figure out why I hope her can have a happy end more than somewhat. A man full of ability and talent and the intetion of liking her is needed. She said that she like her mate owning gifts especially for art. Ha~ I think that is not enough. I think her mate should have the gifts in all the fields. A spuer GENIUS is needed!!! A role alway act as God in the area where he does. That is to say, whichever he chooses to do, he can create the masterpieces more often than not. Ha.. This is my youthhood. Meow=w= --

※ 發信站: 批踢踢實業坊(ptt.cc), 來自: 111.242.206.161 ※ 文章網址: https://webptt.com/m.aspx?n=bbs/Diary/M.1554640708.A.42B.html So... there is one thing I can say... It is good to keep the distance with her. Why? I am the first time, and I am the one with hot blood. Once I face her, oh my god~ I don't know whether I can meet with this state. Maybe she is my goddess, so when I am with her, we should solve it soon before my mind thinks up such so much that my blood pressure hardly stand. I think it is at anyone's wits' ends that when you face the one who has no experience with the female and has the hot-blooded body and personality and especially you are his youthhood. ※ 編輯: Wolfgang9527 (111.242.206.161), 04/07/2019 21:02:41 ※ 編輯: Wolfgang9527 (111.242.206.161), 04/07/2019 21:05:05 ※ 編輯: Wolfgang9527 (111.242.206.161), 04/07/2019 21:09:30