（以下原文部份转自tibette.com） L5 convention – Interview with Laurel Holloman By BetteAndTinaForever As you all know, I have met and interviewed Laurel a few times in the past and I’m always amazed at the ease that I feel in her presence. I’m grateful that she always finds the time to talk to me, a fan and amateur reporter. It feels like talking to an old friend and I can joke and not be afraid to sound like an idiot; even when my Russian accent gets stronger because I’m nervous or anxious. My silliest questions get answered with a lot of thought and eloquence on Laurel’s part. I have nothing but the outmost respect for all the ladies of The L Word and it has been a privilege and honor for me to be able to travel, meet with the cast and share my experiences with all of you. ****** B&TF: At the end of episode 512 Bette alluded to having another baby. Ilene said in her OurChart vlog that actually that particular dialogue was much longer; they cut the part about Bette saying that she might carry the baby this time. Then we heard about an adoption story. Is it to show how difficult it is for same-sex couples to adopt? LH: Yeah, it can be hard everywhere. There are a lot of wonderful adoption agencies. The one that my husband and I used does same-sex adoptions and there’s another company that’s called “Independent Adoption Center”. Again, they do same-sex adoption. I think that in what I’ve learned about it, it’s not so much the birth parents that are against the same-sex adoptions as some of their parents. No one would be in the situation where they were putting the baby up for adoption if they didn’t have a set of harsh circumstances ahead of them. So sometimes they’re dependent on their families, their parents or are already parenting other children. Basically there is an adoption storyline and it’s a really good storyline; it deals with a lot of the issues that are really important today with gay marriage and some of the difficulties that come with that. It was also, which was very important to me, birth-mother friendly. We tend to think that birth-mothers don’t take the time to really think about the future of the child that they’re giving birth to; which is completely not true. They are mature, they’ve thought things through. That was the one thing I said to Ilene and Rose Troche - I really would love to be and wanted to be a part of the adoption storyline as long as the birth mother was shown in the right light. They did that and it was great. I have a lot of strong opinions because I just adopted. I did a conference call with the writers and I also set them up with our lawyer who does same-sex adoptions. The attorney knows all the states’ laws, the complexities of it and the statistics, which surprised a lot of people. B&TF: If you could change one thing about yourself what would that be? LH: I would opt for more patience. B&TF: If you had the power to change anything that happened to Tina on the show, what would it be? LH: I wouldn’t change anything. B&TF: So, no regrets? LH: No; not a one. B&TF: This is kind of a silly question but if Alex Owens from Flashdance was gay and she met Randy Dean, how do you think it would go? Would they be a young Bette and Tina? LH: I don’t think Alex would be Randy Dean’s type. I just think that she’s a kid. She’s 17 and she would think that Alex was too much of an older woman (laughing). I don’t see it at all. They are so different, I just don’t see it. B&TF: How has being on the L Word for six years changed you personally? LH: I think in some ways it’s given me more insight into how I want to be when I work with a large group of women and how to stay above any of the craziness that can happen as well as who I want to be and how I want to treat people. I think it’s nice to have job security. It’s the longest job and the longest time I’ve ever played a character. It taught me to persevere in a different type of way. B&TF: This question kind of goes together with the previous. Being on a show for six years, what did you learn about acting? LH: I’ve learned that you have to refill yourself a lot and I’ve learned that on television, which is a little bit the opposite of film, you really have to take control of your character and hold tight inside for what you think they would do or not do. The reason I say that is the directors come in and out and unless it’s one of the writers or directors like Rose Troche or Angela Robinson, they don’t always know exactly what’s going on. Most of them do but you have to say, “Oh, I don’t think my character would do this because in the third season my character did this, this and this.” You have to keep holding onto the trajectory of your character. B&TF: What did you learn about yourself? LH: I’m more patient after having done the show. I think the whole thing for me, being on The L Word, was that I’ve learned how to not define myself by my job. During this time I became a wife and a mother. I spent a lot of time focusing on my career in my twenties and even into my early thirties; it was relaxing for me and it was a time in my life that I just needed to know that what I do is not, who I am. Who I am is this totally different person from what I do. What I do is act. I happened to be on The L Word and that’s why I don’t dwell on the past, and I don’t show up for every event, I don’t do all of that. I feel like I like to do the show and come back and tuck into the privacy of my life. That makes me a better actor because I’m done playing Tina; unless there’s a movie. And now I’ve got to find another character and that finding of another character usually works for me when I go back into my life and don’t think too much about that, to be honest. So, there’s balance and I crave the balance and I also feel that if you put yourself too far out there, then people have a preconceived idea of who you are; and I’d rather keep that a little closer to my chest because I want to play a different character. B&TF: So, you won’t stay Tina forever for your fans. LH: I won’t, I’m done. I don’t even have the same hair color and I don’t even dress the same way. I probably won’t play a character who even speaks the same way, you know. B&TF: Well, for some fans you always be Tina. LH: For so many people out there, I also will be Justine from Angel, too. B&TF: This is true. LH: Yeah, so it just depends. I like the shutting of the character. It feels good. In fact, I think that it was probably, at times, too long, like I probably would’ve shut is sooner (laughing). B&TF: You mean you wouldn’t want to go to season seven? LH: No way. I think we’ve told a lot of good stories and I’d love to do a movie. I think that would be really fun but that’s it. B&TF: You said you don’t like to come to many events and you’ve been to pretty much all the conventions, except for L4 because of the adoption… LH: These events are very, very, very different than the political events and those kinds of things. I don’t throw myself into every event or charity. You know, even when I raised money for Doctors without Borders, I just sort of kept it on the lowdown. B&TF: It was posted all over the Internet and a lot of people donated to your charity. LH: Yeah, and I was comfortable with that. It’s amazing because it was my first time doing this. B&TF: That’s great and a worthy charity to donate. Next question, there was a rumor about some kind of project development with Fox involving you. LH: (laughing) Where did you hear this? Where did you get this? B&TF: The internet. LH: A Fox show? B&TF: You don’t know anything about it? LH: I swear to God, I don’t. It would be fantastic if Fox wanted me for a show (laughing). Sean Harry (who was in the room, organizing things): I read that too about Century Fox having a project with you and I was like, “Yeah, go Laurel.” LH: I’m wide open, I have no work. I just don’t know where this stuff comes from (laughing). Sean: You have to tell everyone that Laurel is looking for a job. B&TF: Okay, I will put it in my report. LH: I really want to play at weddings, too (laughing). B&TF: You’ve been to many conventions; can we expect you to come again for L6, L7 or L15 even? Sean Harry: L15? I’ll be in my grave then. B&TF: Me too, but I would still come. LH: Here’s the thing. I’m completely not a planner. I live from moment to moment and I have no idea where I’ll even be living next year or what I’ll be doing. My husband just got his dream job as an architect. I’m in this place where I have a 7-month old at home and I just want to go home and see what happens. There are a lot of women who haven’t come here. You know, Rose Rollins is like one of the most hysterical, wonderful people I know (laughing) and so is Pam. I think everybody’s gotten my autograph (laughing). B&TF: Oh, I have about fifteen of them but it’s all for a good cause…money well spent for me. LH: (laughing) Okay. We just have to wait; I don’t know. Maybe there will be one at the very, very end where the whole gang will come or something. B&TF: I’ll be dead by then (so not joking). LH: You’ll be dead by then? (laughing) B&TF: Totally, I’m getting old. LH: No, no. To be completely honest, I think people will disperse from this and go on to different projects; they have different schedules and you can already see that with some people that left earlier or who have to shorten their contracts because of new shows beginning. Janina’s busy doing things and Erin’s on a “Swingtown” and she’s developing a show right now. I know, at some point, she was asked to come back and do a web series as Dana but I think she didn’t really know how to bring her back from the dead. So she just said it wasn’t a very good thing to do (laughing). I think the only thing that will bring it together is if there’s an L Word movie but I think it’s time to say goodbye and hope that another show comes along or there are more characters in other shows. Even if the spin-off doesn’t go, I think so many great things will happen. I think it would be just great to see all these women move back into the industry and create and do the things we want to do. B&TF: It would be great. Now, let’s talk about Tina a little. She has changed a lot since Season 3. LH: She did and in Season 3 Tina misbehaved a lot and she threatened to marry Henry and keep the baby. It was kind of a crappy thing to do but I like it. when characters behave crappy because it’s more interesting than being nice. I was a little worried about Tina in the beginning because I thought they were going to make her super sweet. B&TF: Yes, the one-dimensional nice girl next door. LH: Yes, we made her edgier. Likability is not my concern (laughing). B&TF: True. Well, back to the convention for a second. You know, before each convention, Sean puts out polls and asks us who we want to see. It doesn’t matter if you’ve been here so many times; everybody wants to see Laurel again. You’re always at the top; either first or second…next to Kate because you know everyone loves Shane. LH: (laughing). I had no idea. B&TF: Yeah, it doesn’t matter how many times you’ve been here, we still want to see you. LH: I had no idea. I don’t even know. Somebody told me that on OurChart I had 42 thousand hits or something like that. B&TF: It’s true. Tina’s thread is the biggest on OC just because the fans love you… LH: They do? It’s so awesome (laughing). B&TF: You have a lot of followers because Tina is one of the “most” favorite characters to many fans. LH: I had no idea. I thought it would be Kate or Jennifer. It’s just awesome. OurChart is a great website, so is the l-word.com and AfterEllen.com. B&TF: Thank you. By the way, speaking of OurChart. We know that Jennifer, Kate and Leisha sometimes contribute to its contents. Were you ever asked to be a part of it? LH: Yes. I did an interview with Ilene Chaiken on OurChart. B&TF: Yes, that vlog thing when you were wearing the “I see you” t-shirt. LH: Yes. I’ve seen everybody’s been wearing that t-shirt (laughing). B&TF: Well, when we saw that video, we researched the origins and found out about the organization and we found out it was for charity so we all decided to buy the shirts and donate to charity. LH: Did you, guys? That’s so great. B&TF: Yeah, we were like, “If Laurel’s behind it, it means something so we have to support it.” LH: (laughing) Yes, it’s things like that that are totally cool. Here’s the thing. At the end of the day when the show is over I’m just Laurel, the actress. I’m just trying to focus on what’s important, and last year what was important was my adoption and I was offered the lead in a movie but I dropped out to do the adoption. I never auditioned for it. It was a straight offer. I wanted to be back working and do things like that but again, I feel like I’m in this really great place, reaching between the balance in my life and the balance of my work and I don’t want to be concerned about the work all the time. And I want to be really, really careful about what I do now. I think for woman getting older as an actor you need to have a lot of faith that there will be something there for you to do and as an artist I have to faith in that. Pam Grier is probably one of my biggest inspirations and she has the most amazing attitude. She’s one of my favorite people to work with and she’s been in the business for a really long time. She’s super savvy and she lives her life to the fullest. She’s just an inspiration to me and I just think about how I want to be when I get older and what I want to do and I just want to try to find that balance, you know? B&TF: Thank you. Okay, now a Bette and Tina question. LH: Bette and Tina question? No…really? (laughing) B&TF: You know I have to ask at least one (laughing). On Ilene’s “Secret Ingredients” videos she was doing after each episode during Season 5, she mentioned that both Jennifer and you were a little nervous to do the love scenes because of the expectations of the fans and so many fans wanted their favorite couple to reunite. How was it for you to film those scenes? LH: I wasn’t nervous. I don’t know, I think we’ve just done a lot of sex scenes and I think for me at that moment the priority was not to be repetitive or if we were going to bring something back, to do it in a really beautiful way. B&TF: So, you know that you have a lot of followers, TiBetters. How does it make you feel that Jennifer’s and your characters are the most popular couple on the show? LH: I don’t know if it’s the most popular. I don’t know if that’s the fact but I know there are a lot of Talice fans. B&TF: Fans even petitioned for you and Jennifer to have a spin-off. LH: I don’t think that it would happen. It’s flattering that people would want to keep seeing us. The minute they wrote the Pilot they knew that they had a couple with a strong chemistry, they had a really strong couple that tried to have a baby and have this very strong family; and I think we kind of an anchor for the show and as a couple we are trying to be role models and we’re trying to have the fairytale, happily ever after, you know. B&TF: You’re trying to have or you’re having it? LH: I don’t know. I think you’re always trying. Marriage takes work. It’s not just that you showed up to be married and then it’s happily ever after. You have to work on it for the rest of your life. B&TF: True. What does it mean personally for you to be a part of such a popular couple? LH: You know, I just play the character and I do the work. It helps with the writing and the storylines for me to still have issues that come up with that couple. I just connect to them because I’m in the partnership and connect to how difficult it is to work on it and to also connect to the real world when you have a partner to go through life with and not be alone. It’s great to walk in those shoes as a character and then have people really respond to that or relate to that because they’re either already in a partnership or because they want that type of partnership. Again, this is flattering but I don’t wake up and think about it every day. It’s just an aspect of the character, just an aspect of who she is. B&TF: So there are, of course, people who want Bette and Tina to be together but there are also some fans who wants to see Tina with somebody else, like Helena or Sam from Season 5… LH: Yeah, that would be great. I wish she had dated a little more but I think it’s just more of a Laurel thing because it’s more of an aspect of my own personality but Tina is more of a relationship person and the casual dating is just not her. She could never live Shane’s life. But I have a different upbringing and they are different people. Tina is just more careful about who she connects too and when she connects. She usually starts from some sort of emotional core. I do think when she has the sex scene with Brenda, she loses herself in it and she thinks, “Wow, I can actually have physical pleasure even if I don’t want to call her the next day, it’s all right.” And I think that was a good thing for Tina to go through and it would be neat to see more of that happen but it’s not in Tina’s personality, though. Tina is not a predator. B&TF: In Paris you mentioned that we will finally learn something about Tina’s family. Why did it take six years to bring it up? LH: I said the same thing, why did it take so long? B&TF: Yeah, we even have information about minor characters but not Tina. LH: It was very frustrating to me. B&TF: So, we are going to have some information. LH: Yes, at the very, very end. B&TF: Is it good? LH: It makes sense. B&TF: It makes sense, okay. How often do you and Jennifer improvise your scripts? LH: Not so much between me and Jennifer but the big group scenes are very improvisational. B&TF: Since Season 5 is your favorite season, what is your most favorite scene from that season? LH: The Kiss…SheBar Kiss. B&TF: Mine too. When I saw it the first time, I cried. And I cried after the second time, too because it was such a wonderful, beautiful moment. When Jennifer explained yesterday [during Q&A] that Bette’s crying wasn’t scripted and was sort of improvised by her, I thought it was just all these emotions. LH: Jennifer is a great crier. It’s such a great scene and I really loved it because there’s a part of Tina that kind of takes care of Bette in that little moment, like it’s going to be okay. B&TF: Kind of a nurturing moment? LH: Yeah, when she kissed her on forehead and rubbed her hair. Jennifer and I don’t tell each other what we’re going to do before our scenes so you have a natural reaction to what happens in those scenes. I didn’t know what was going to happen and I didn’t know what it was going to look like, but I really liked the whole scene. I liked the way Tina’s kind of lonely and depressed and she doesn’t really expect Bette to kiss her at all. B&TF: The song was perfect, by the way. LH: This song is my all-time favorite song. B&TF: Mine too. LH: It’s such a beautiful song. B&TF: Actually, when you listen to the whole song, it basically explains the whole Bette and Tina relationship in a way. LH: It really does. As soon as heard it I was like, “Ilene, what is that song? I love it.” B&T: They are signaling to me to finish, so I just want to confess that traveling for The L Word, interviewing the cast and writing about it has been one of the happiest times of my life. Sorry, I might cry because I’m really emotional right now. LH: I think it’s good to be emotional. I’m a big fan of crying. When you cry you feel better. B&TF: Unless you get puffy eyes and a big red nose, like me. Anyway, the show’s ending and for many fans it will be a sad time because we lived and breathed it for six years. What is your advice on how we can let go and basically move on after it’s over? LH: Create more shows. B&TF: You think there will be another show like that? LH: Write a show, write your stories. B&TF: Well, we do have a lot of writers on our website. LH: I noticed that (laughing). B&TF: Do you read anything? LH: I just go back into my life. It’s really hard to focus on yourself that much. That’s not my nature; do you know what I’m saying? I don’t want to be on the Internet all the time, looking at what people think about the character. I have two kids, so I want to focus on somebody beside myself. Note from B&TF: There were more things said during the interview regarding season 6 but because they were a little more revealing in terms of the spoilers and at Laurel’s request we decided to remove it. When the new season will air, I can post the removed parts so you can all read Laurel’s take on Tina in season 6. ============================================================= 不负责任的偏心超简易重点翻译 1. 请原谅我私心加上的黄色的字 XD 小Lu直接讲出我的心声，为什麽我到了第四第五季才开始喜欢Tina 因为我也觉得一开季的Tina设定，好．平．面 只有当演完了五季之後，Tina这角色才显露出他多层次且细腻的部份 是好酒沉瓮底的角色阿~~~ 2. 小Lu还是一样的健谈...他不想更改Tina这个角色的任何剧情，他觉得多数很完美 （除了他也不解为什麽要到第六季才提及Tina的家庭背景呢！？） 但是他也不想再演S7（就算有） 这是他演过最长的一个角色，他觉得够了 但是若有TLW movie，他会演的！ 3. 第六季的领养剧情，确实想要呈现同性伴侣领养的问题，小Lu还顺便分享了 他之前领养女儿时的一些想法与经验 4. 访问者竟然问Lu如果闪舞里的Alex碰上双姝奇恋里的Randy，两人会不会有火花！？ Lu的回答很好玩，他说他觉得Alex不是Randy的type!!! XD 5. Lu其实没那麽喜欢参加活动，尤其是政治性比较强烈的(这点跟JB很不一样) 但是Lu却参加了除了L4以外的所有L convention，因为她觉得这个活动很不一样 问他会不会参加L6时，他没有给予正面的回覆 6. 原来举行convention前会有希望谁来参加的投票喔！？ 访问者说，Lu一向是大家的最爱，至少也是第二名 （第一名是万人迷帅踢Shane） 还提到在ourchart上，Tina(Lu)拥有非常广大的fans，点击率很高 完全不输Shane宝宝(KM)与Bette大人(JB) Lu说他不知道自己这麽受欢迎，也不知道TiBette有这麽多fans （真的假的！？Lu应该是在谦虚吧...） 他只知道有很多Talice fans（Alice&Tasha） 7. Lu最喜欢的一季当然就是第五季（之前访问就有说过了） 那他最喜欢哪一幕呢！？ 答案就是让所有TiBette fans都眩然欲泣的504 TiBette SHEbar kiss!! Lu还提到他也很喜欢那首歌，Alice Smith"Dream" (又好听又符合情景阿！) 8. 虽然大部分的人都期待着TiBette forever， 不过也有人希望Tina能够在剧中多些与其他人的关系 Lu说他自己其实也这麽希望，但那并不是Tina的个性，Tee永远不可能像Shane 但是与Brenda的那一次关系，倒也给了Tina一些不同的想法与领悟 访问者由於不想爆雷，以及基於Lu的要求，有些关於访问到第六季的部份没有po出 等第六季开播以後才会放出来～ 其他那些很长的，讲关於这部戏对Lu自己的影响等等 就......等待好心人翻译吧，我逐字翻的功力不太好 XD （而且好多...orz） --

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