之一 Love, to me, is optional.. I don't believe I can't live without being in love.. I am not a person, dying for love, begging for love.. To me, the doctrine is "Don't make yourself worthless" No additional enjoyment, nor additional desperation. Addicted to being myself, I am able to stay awake and keep away from being trapped. Although I am tasting juice of loneliness, I don't regret. ========================================================== 之二 有关於自己的感情.. 六年下来的空白.. 唯一学会的一件事就是能够自己好好的活.. 多一个以感情的姿态介入我世界的人.. 似乎是多余的事.. 宁可情绪维持在水平线.. 也不想要感情带来极度的波动.. 我不想要悲伤.. 所以我牺牲我的幸福.. 这就是我能够好好活下去的原则.. 表面上不谈感情的我似乎潇洒自在毫无拖累.. 私底下默默的在与寂寞奋战.. 曾经写下了一段话..: "两人舞..我跳的糟透了.. 若不是我踩了你的脚.. 就是让你踩上了我的脚.. 伤了你也伤了我.. 我跟不上你的速度..方向.. 一个人的舞我相信我有把握.. 顺着弦律..我可以踏着完美的步.. 你或远远的瞧..或闭起眼.. 这样谁也不必为难.. " "The Inevitable Destiny of Loneliness" For god sake, what am I supposed to do? -- -------------------- --===无月夜之风===-- -------------------- --

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