作者latasse (No More Drama)
看板first-wife
标题[心得] 何苦?
时间Thu Mar 15 00:28:24 2007
你写了email给我,跟我说你七月要再回美国。我不懂是什麽原因,让你这样一个不写信
的人动手敲字。
你突然跟我说,感谢我这四年来忍受你的任性跟孩子气。你还说,这几个月来,这样把我
从你身边最近的人变成最远的人,是你的错。你祝福我顺利平安。
为什麽你这样一个大少爷脾气的人要跟我说这样的话? 几个月前,我记得你说,就因为那
一个事件早已让你的心死了。喔,我们只在一起四年吗? 我知道已经没什麽好计较了,但
你不知道23岁到28岁是一个女人一辈子最精华的阶段吗?
情人节她从日本来看你了不是吗? 你不是带她去过情人节了吗? 日文学得怎麽样了? 不是
因为日本台湾手机系统不同,还为你的MSN加了行动装置? 不是正在跨海热恋吗?
并不是刻意想知道你的一切,但是从你MSN上线及上站时间,我都可以推敲出你的一举一
动,还从你的网拍评价看到你送她的礼物。我还没办法忘掉那些你的生活习惯,我恨我的
心思如此细腻。
於是我把你从MSN上删除了。
为什麽? 你还要什麽? 写这样的信给我... 你这是何苦?
看完信的我眼眶湿了,我跟我自己说,想哭就哭吧! 但是我已经流不出泪来,当我发现有
其他人跟我一起拥有你的爱的时候,我就再也没有办法爱你了。
你说,我们曾经有过的一切,你会记在心中,这样就够了。
生活的宁静没有被打扰,我还是会一个人好好过我的生活。
送给你一首歌,也是你喜欢的The All American Rejects…
我喜欢那几句:
I can't explain what you can't explain.
I look at you with such disdain
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
Now I'm on my own side
It's better than being on your side
It's my fault when you're blind
It's better that I see it through your eyes.
"Maybe it's best you leave me alone."
The All American Rejects - It Ends Tonight
Your subtleties
They strangle me
I can't explain myself at all.
And all that wants
And all that needs
All I don't want to need at all.
The walls start breathing
My minds unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.
When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight
It ends tonight.
A falling star
Least I fall alone.
I can't explain what you can't explain.
Your finding things that you didn't know
I look at you with such disdain
The walls start breathing
My minds unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.
[Chorus]
When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight will make this right
It's too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Now I'm on my own side
It's better than being on your side
It's my fault when you' re blind
It's better that I see it through your eyes
All these thoughts locked inside
Now you're the first to know
[Chorus x2]
http://youtube.com/watch?v=XempunzHQ0U
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你不要的东西 我不会去捡
更不会回头去捡
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1F:推 anchi:推签名档,说的真好! 163.29.223.30 03/15 13:25
2F:推 micasssh:很喜欢你的文章 虽然看了总是一阵心酸呀 219.91.101.145 03/15 22:29
※ 编辑: latasse 来自: 59.104.238.61 (03/16 01:32)
3F:推 marchichi:那首歌果然说中了啊... 59.115.155.128 03/19 16:40
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