13. Beyond The Pale 越轨 Pain of Salvation And sex was always there From when I was only eight years Tempting me leaving me thirsty Sweat Skin A pulse divine To balance this restless mind It seemed so wonderfully physical Oh the blood, the lust The bodies that color the world All drugs to die for Won’t you share my fire? How can love make that world A minefield of forbidden ground? A map of untouchable skin And silenced desire? 而打从八岁起 「性」就始终在那里 诱惑着我脱离饥渴 淋漓的汗水 肌肤的相亲 一丝天赐的悸动 使这焦躁不安的心灵得以平衡 噢！那血气！那色慾！ 那为世界增色的肉体 还有所有值得为之而死的药物 你不想一起共享我的慾火吗？ 何以爱让那个世界像是 充满地雷的禁地？ 一个属於不可肌肤相亲、 压抑着慾火的区域？ And love was there in vain Profound and deep but traced with pain Too early for a child of ten Loving the pure and sane He sought the goddesses unstained Watching them turn to flesh again Hungry for both the purity and sin Life seemed to him Merely like a gallery of how to be And he was always much more human Than he wished to be But there is a logic to his world If they could only see 而爱的存在也徒劳 刻骨铭心，却也苦痛相随 一个十岁孩子体会这些太早了 由於喜爱纯洁与清醒 他寻找未曾受玷污的女神 看着她们重新变回肉体凡胎 既渴求纯洁又渴求罪恶 生命对他而言似乎 不过是一个教导如何去做的展场 而他总是比自己所希望的 还要人性 但假如人们认真观看 他的世界其实有规则可循 Wishing Sickened Ah - Ill Ticking 愿望 枯萎 噢──苦恼 消逝 Someone still this hunger (Mmm, it’s in my blood - ticking) Always growing stronger Budapest I’m learning Budapest you’re burning …me… 彷佛有个依然饥渴无比的人 （嗯，爱在我的血液中──流逝） 不断变得更加强大 布达佩斯，我正认知到 布达佩斯，你在燃烧 ……我的生命…… This is not who I wanted to be This is not what I wanted to see She’s so young so why don’t I feel free Now that she is here Under me? 这不是我所愿成为之人 这不是我所愿目睹之事 她多麽年轻，但为何我难感自在？ 现在我正俯身 在她之上？ Naked Touching Ah - Soft Clutching 赤裸的 碰触 噢──温柔的 攫抓 And then after all It lead me here to wake up again Seeking a love That might make me Feel free in myself but then It proves to be Something that hurts inside When we touch So I move on I lose my way Astray I’m trying too much To feel unchained To burn out this sense of feeling cold And every day I seek my prey Someone to taste and to hold I feel alive During the split second when they smile And meet my eyes But I could cry ‘Cause I feel broken inside 结果， 它领我到此，恢复清醒 追寻一份本可能 令我感到自在的 爱情，但後来 却成为 我们碰触对方时 内心的伤痛 於是我离开 我失去方向 误入歧途！ 我对此花了太多力气 反而无法感到解脱 反而无法烧去这寒冷的感受 每一天 我寻找我的猎物 某个可以品嚐可以占有的对象 在那些她们微笑着看着我双眼 吉光片羽般的时刻 我感到生气蓬勃 但我本该放声大哭 因为我感到内心破碎不堪 Come and drown with me The undertow will sweep us away And you will see that I’m addicted To my honesty Trust! ‘cause after all My sense of truth once brought me here But I’ve lost control And I don’t know if I am true to my soul I’ve lost control And I don’t know if I am true to my soul Losing control And I don’t know if I am true at all 来与我共同陷溺 那退却的潮水会将我们抹去 你会明白我 无可救药地诚实 相信我！毕竟是对於真理的追求，将我带到此处 但我失去了控制 不知自己是否忠於自己的灵魂 但我失去了控制 不知自己是否忠於自己的灵魂 我失去了控制 不知自己是否还有丝毫真实 And we were always much more human than we wished to be... 而我们总是比自己所希望的还要人性 And I remember when you said You’ve been under him I was surprised to feel such pain And all those years of being Faithful to You Despite the hunger Flowing through my veins And I have always tried to Calm things down Swallow down swallow down “It’s just another small Thorn in my crown” But suddenly one day there was just Too much blood in my eyes And I had to take this walk down Remedy Lane of Whens and Whys 而我记得当你说 你曾和他上过床 我讶异自己竟感到如此痛苦 这麽多年来都 忠诚对待 你 尽管饥渴的感受 在我血管中流窜 我一直都努力 压抑慾望 克制再克制 「这只是我王冠上的 另一小根刺而已」 但某天突然间 太多的血映入我双眼 我必须走一趟 因缘际会的灵药巷 Empty Licking Ah - Clean Oh - Choking 空虚 舔舐 噢──洁净 喔──噎住 Someone still this hunger (Mmm, possessing my mind - oh, craving) Always growing stronger Budapest I’m learning Budapest I’m burning ...me... This is not who I wanted to be This is not what I wanted to see She’s so young So why don’t I feel free Now that she’s under me 彷佛有个依然饥渴无比的人 （嗯，主宰我的心智──噢！充满热望） 不断变得更加强大 布达佩斯，我正认知到 布达佩斯，我在引火 ……自焚…… 这不是我所愿成为之人 这不是我所愿目睹之事 她多麽年轻 但为何我却难感自在？ 现在我正俯身在她之上 In the morning she’s going away In a Budapest taxi I’ve paid Seeking freedom I touched the untouched It’s too much I’m beyond the pale... 隔天早上，她离开了 乘一辆布达佩斯的计程车，我出的车资 为了追寻自由，我探索从未探索之地 但过了头 超越了轨范…… Prematurity is the story Of both you and me And we were always much more human Than we wished to be 太过早熟正是你我彼此间 发生的事 我们总是比自己所希望的 还要人性 Prematurity is truly the story Of both you and me And we were always much more human Than we wished to be 太过早熟确实就是你我彼此间 发生的事 我们总是比自己所希望的 还要人性 We were always much more human than we wished to be We were always much more human than we wished to be We will always be more human than we wish to be We will always be so much more human than we wish to be... 我们总是比自己所希望的还要人性 我们总是比自己所希望的还要人性 我们始终比自己所希望的还要人性 我们始终比自己所希望的来得还要人性…… （高仕艳　译） -- Moi, Peiere Reviere, ayant egorge ma mere, ma soeur et mon frere…… --

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