CHAPTER 1 第一章 2. Ending Theme 终幕曲 Pain of Salvation And so I find myself here once again First step down Remedy Lane Budapest you tore my world apart -- well, here I am Worn with rope ends on my mind Torn with blood scarred in my eyes But now I’m back to shake that from my life 而我发现自己再度身处此地 一脚踏入灵药巷 布达佩斯，你撕裂我的世界──好吧，我来了 曾为我脑海中的绳结注消磨耗弱 也曾因怵目惊心的血痕撕心裂肺 但如今我重返此地，要将它们自我生命摆脱 [注] rope end即绳索的末端，但在这Remedy Lane的故事中 似乎有隐喻绳索两端所打成的绳结之意，故译为「绳结」。 详见第七曲Rope Ends。 Ending theme, ending theme Ripping at the seams, for an opening 终幕曲，终幕曲 撕裂缝隙而开始 Back again at Deak Ter I know I could have left her there It was the feeling of leaving myself that I could not bear The same old hotel room in Pest One night before the Sziget fest Hungarian Princess will you share my rest, to rest in my… 再度回到迪亚克广场注1 我知道自己本可将她留在那儿 但剩下自己孤单一人的感觉令我难以忍受 同一个佩斯注2的旅馆旧房 岛屿音乐节注3的前一天晚上 匈牙利公主，你可愿意与我一同休息？休息在我的…… [注1] 迪亚克广场（Deak Ferenc ter），布达佩斯重要交通枢纽之一。 [注2] 本故事的背景，匈牙利的首都布达佩斯（Budapest），系为双联市， 由多瑙河西岸的布达（Buda）与东岸的佩斯（Pest）合并而成。 [注3] 岛屿音乐节（Sziget Festival），匈牙利最大的音乐节， 每年八月在布达佩斯的Obudai-sziget（古布达岛）举行，故得名。 Ending theme, ending theme Ripping at the seams, for an opening 终幕曲，终幕曲 撕裂缝隙而开始 To be honest I don’t know what I’m looking for, who to be Sitting here as once before, weeks ago, just waiting for a knock on that door And I’ve left all I thought was me to find out, to make sure if it was you or me That made me feel so free, so real, but when we kiss I don’t know, I just don’t know ‘Cause it leaves a taste of emptiness, and I think What if I’m simply depressed? Blind, just finding temporary rest from my mind here in Budapest? Confusing zest with the joy of being blessed with the bliss of self-escape as we kiss? And mixing my being unstressed with your being undressed and the taste of being true With the fresh taste of me and you as we touch? I don’t know But I saw so much of me in you, the me I’ve missed, the young and free in you But still, that doesn’t mean a thing, may not mean anything about me needing you But I guess we had to meet, to be near, to make sure, but still my dear Beyond this bed and that door, to be honest, I fear I just don’t know 老实说，我不知道自己找寻的是什麽，想成为怎样的人 一个星期前，我也曾坐在这里过，就只为了等待有人敲门 我舍弃了原本的自己，去找寻、去确定 到底是你还是我 让我感到如此自在，如此踏实，但当我们接吻时 我却糊涂了，真的糊涂了 因为它留下一抹空虚的感受，所以我想要是我只是一时沮丧呢？ 要是我只是一时冲昏了头，想在布达佩斯这里让自己摆脱思绪暂时休息一下呢？ 要是我只是误把情趣、喜悦还有我们接吻时那忘我的快活当成同件事呢？ 或是将你我的不加矫饰、坦然真诚的感受以及我俩爱抚时的新鲜感给混淆了呢？ 但我在你身上看见很多自己的影子，那些我已失去的特质：既年轻又无拘束 话说回来，这没什麽意义，也许一点都不影响我对你的渴望 但我猜我们必须相遇、必须亲近、必须确定，不过啊，亲爱的 在这张床和那扇门之外，老实说，我恐怕不知道…… Ending theme, ending theme Fanning flames to dreams of belonging Ending theme, ending theme Ripping at the seams, for an opening 终幕曲，终幕曲 正激起那梦想拥有稳定情谊的火焰 终幕曲，终幕曲 正撕裂缝隙而开始 Ending theme... 终幕曲…… To be honest I don’t know what I’m looking for Lying here, watching you leave through that door 老实说，我不知道自己找寻的是什麽…… 我躺在这儿，看着你出门离去…… （高仕艳　译） -- Moi, Peiere Reviere, ayant egorge ma mere, ma soeur et mon frere…… --

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