访问影片 http://www.radiorock.fi/#!/post/575fd1b55436b2030091d248 https://youtu.be/vtw9VfVeJgg 说真的看到标题的第一反应是：not again... 我知道还是很多人不能接受他，但我真心觉得他是很适任的红椒吉他手 一来他跟John的关系，二来他也是有参与过SA巡回， 而我也不认为他表现得不好，其实就是跟John的风格很不同而已。 Josh的不安全感其实完全可以理解。 这个点，甚至Chad与John过去也曾经分享过。 因为AK与Flea的情谊太过深远， 而我想也没有任何一个吉他手在他们心中比得上已逝的故友兼元老成员Hillel。 年纪的落差加上经历的落差真的很难免会有这种感觉， 但是但是但是，可不可以有一个吉他手是待超过十年、超过连续三张专辑的啊!! https://goo.gl/XY9ozr 文字重点 "If I write something, I'm in the band, and it’s something that's expected of me, to bring songs in, but I'm not sure if it necessarily fits with the band. 如果我写了什麽东西，而我在团里，就会被期待着要带点东西进去， 但我始终不确定那些东西是否适合红椒。 "There would be times where I'll show a song or bring something in, and I feel like some people might not know how to react to it, and then it makes me feel like I don't know if I'm doing a good job or not. 有时候我会呈现一首歌或是一些东西，但我会觉得大家好像不知道怎麽反应， 这就会让我感觉，我到底有没有做好这件事。 "With Flea, or when Anthony does what he does, it's just the band, it’s them, that's who they are. But I write so many different kinds of songs, sometimes I would get lost. 而Flea或是AK，不论他们做什麽，他们就是红椒，红椒就是他们。 而我写过很多不同类型的歌曲，有时候我会有点迷惘。 "'Is this song really good for this band? Should I have shown it to them? I don't know if they will like it. Is that because it's not good, or it doesn’t come natural to them? Should we keep working on it, or just throw it away?' There was a lot of confusion with me. 这首歌真的适合红椒吗？我该让他们知道吗？我实在不知道他们喜不喜欢。 但这是因为这首歌不好吗？还是只是不对他们的拍？ 我们应该继续改良吗？还是乾脆丢掉算了？ 我时常有这些困惑。 "Sometimes writing this album was very difficult, and I'd walk away thinking maybe I'm not an equal member, maybe what I bring isn't good for the band, and that's not by anything that they do to me, it's just how I would feel about myself depending on what would happen." 在创作一张专辑的时候，有时会觉得很辛苦。 然後我就会抽离出来想说，或许原因在於我不是对等的成员； 又或许可能是我不适合红椒，而与我们的相处无关。 这些是我这段时间的感受。 --

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