原文出处：http://tinyurl.com/7lxl7ge 原来Alisha最好的朋友是Eboni!!!（一起反对品牌化） 这一份翻得有点心虚，有错误的地方请各位再帮忙修正嘿，感激不尽：） -- Q: Do you regret leaving the show early? 问：你会後悔提早离开比赛吗？ Alisha: Nope, not at all. I feel like if I’d stayed another week I probably would have acted a fool, and looked like a jackass on TV because I would have been more frustrated not leaving. So I think I made the correct decision. And I feel great now, I feel so so good. I actually feel like Alisha again. Alisha：一点也不会，我觉得如果我再多留一个礼拜，我可能会因为懊悔自己没有离开而 表现得像个蠢蛋，在电视上像是个混帐一样，所以我觉得自己做了一个对的决定，我现在 感觉很好，非常非常好，我又可以重新做回Alisha了。 Q: What was going through your head at that moment? 问：你当下心里在想些什麽？ Alisha: That house is so hectic, and for me it was a whole thing of, I didn’t know what the judges expected of me. I really, really didn’t. I felt like all the other girls had a lot more guidance on who the judges wanted them to be; you had 30 Never [Eboni], and you had Illuminata [Sophie], and I was Gam-A- Tronica. And I mean, I can’t use my legs for everything. I physically cannot get my legs in a headshot, and I just felt like my marketing and direction wasn’t there. I was questioning myself as a model and I never want to do that because I’m so passionate about what I do, and the fact that I was questioning my ability... I just thought, this is really bad. My whole spirit,my confidence was crushed. I just had to leave. I didn’t want to be selfish. Alisha：整个屋子闹烘烘的，对我来说那就是一切了，我搞不清楚评审究竟对我的期待是 什麽，我真的真的不知道。我觉得其他参赛者都能得到评审多很多的指引，像是你要看起 来「青春永驻」、你有「照亮现场」的能量，而我的是「超杀美腿」，我是说，我总不能 什麽都靠腿吧？拍近身照时不可能用到我的腿，而我也觉得自己的市场跟方向不该在那上 面；我对自己是否能成为模特儿开始有了些质疑，这是我这辈子都不希望发生的事，因为 我对这个行业有着那麽多的热忱，所以，对我来说，对自己能力的质疑，真的是糟透了； 我整个灵魂、信心都被击垮，所以我必须离开，我不能自私地留下来。 Q: Do you agree with Eboni and wish you had never been branded? 问：你同意Eboni所说的，希望自己从未被品牌化吗？ Alisha: Yeah,I just wish I was never branded and we weren’t given superpowers. I feel like if I could have just stuck to being Alisha White, I would have done so much better. Like I did in Britain[‘s Top Model], I was Alisha White to the end. I was not given characters to play or things to imitate, I was just Alisha White, every picture was Alisha White. It’s about being versatile, but when you’re given a costume to be Elton John, that’s not who I am, so it got a bit difficult, very confusing. But I had a great time. Alisha：是的，我希望自己从未被品牌化、从未被赐予什麽超能力。我觉得如果我能坚持 做Alisha，我会表现得好很多，就像我在BNTM上的表现一样，一直都是Alisha，没有被赋 予角色或必须模拟些什麽，我就做自己，每张照片上的人，都是我。这就是要能多元化， 但当你被装扮成Elton John时，这就不是你自己了，所以我感到有些困难、非常的困惑。 但无论如何，我过得很开心。 Q:You appeared incredibly stressed to the end. Was that an accurate depiction? 问：你在结束时看起来压力无比得大，那是忠实的呈现吗？ Alisha: That was definitely the build-up to leaving because I was getting frustrated, and I think what they showed was literally just the desperation of me wanting it, but just getting wrecked about it because I didn’t know what was expected of me, so that was a build-up.I hope people saw that I’m actually quite funny. When I’m telling somebody off [on the show], I’m actually not 100% serious. When I’m actually telling people off, I put more back into it. I wish they’d shown my friendship with Eboni a lot more, because that started from the very beginning, way way back in the beginning. And whatever happens in the competition, I’m just glad I met such a good friend, such a great girl in the whole competition. Alisha：那完全是营造要离开的形象，因为我很挫败，我觉得节目显现出来的完全是我想 离开的绝望，但有些模糊了那是因为我不知道自己被期望做到些什麽，所以那是个营造效 果；我希望观众能看到我逗趣的一面，当我有时候在节目上骂人，我不是百分之百那麽认 真的；如果我真的要骂人，我会收敛很多；我希望节目能呈现更多更多我和Eboni的友谊， 因为我们从一开始就很好，打从比赛开始就是了。不管比赛期间发生了什麽事，我很高兴 我能认识这样一个好友，在比赛中这麽棒的一个女孩。 Q: Do you blame the judges or Tyra Banks at all? 问：你会责怪评审或泰嬷吗？ Alisha: I don’t blame it on anyone. I just feel like there was a lot of lack of communication. If the judges had just sat down with me and said, “Alisha, we want you to be the sexy girl, we want you to be the fierce girl,” then I could have been that, but it was none of that, there was none of that. It was, “Okay, this picture’s bad.” I was like, “Okay the picture’s bad, what can I do to make it better? I’m already giving you everything I have, literally all that I have, and it’s not good enough, so obviously you tell me what you want me to do then and I can do it, I can show you that I can do it.” I don’t feel like I have to question my ability, why am I here then? They might as well send me back home. Alisha：我不会责怪任何人。我觉得一切都是缺乏沟通，如果评审跟我好好坐下来，告诉 我：「Alisha，我们希望你成为一个性感的女孩，我们希望你成为一个犀利的女孩。」， 那我就做得到，但事实不是这样，完全不是，而是：「喔，这张照片糟透了。」，我就觉 得：「好吧，这张照片很糟，但我怎麽做才能让它更好呢？我已经给你们我的全部，不夸 张，就是我的全部了，但这还是不够好，所以，显然你们应该告诉我你们希望我可以做些 什麽，而我会向你们证明我真的做得到。」，我不觉得我必须要质疑自己的能力，如果需 要，我为什麽还会在这里？她们早就把我送走了。 Q: Do you agree with Cath, and think the photos they chose for you were unfair? 问：你同意Catherine说的，制作单位选的照片并不公平吗？ Alisha: Yeah, 1000%. I literally looked at those pictures and said, “That’s not me. That is not me. That is not what I get paid for.” That girl in the pictures looked like someone that was trying out, or someone who was just starting out, it didn’t look like someone who had started modeling from the age of 8, it looked like someone who was just trying. Alisha：我百分之一千赞成！我真的是看着那些照片，然後说：「那不是我，那不是我， 那不是我被雇来完成的成果。」，照片里的人看起来像是个正在尝试或正要开始模特儿事 业的新手，而不是看起来像从八岁起就进入模特儿圈打滚的人，她看起来只是在尝试。 Q: Is it true that Tyra didn’t even look at all your photos this season? 问：泰嬷这一季真的没有先浏览过你们的照片？ Alisha: Yeah she did say. That she wasn’t going to be choosing the pictures, and that she wasn’t going to be looking through some of our picture and stuff. And as soon as she said that, I thought “Well she’s never going to know my ability and stuff, because she’s not looking.”So even if that’s the pictures that they chose, that’s fine, but if she isn’t looking at the pictures herself, she’s never going to know. So that was very disappointing. Alisha：是啊，她的确是这样说的，她并不负责选照，也没有去浏览我们的作品。当她这 样说时，我心想：「唉，那她永远不会知道我的能力了，因为她并不会去看。」，所以即 便拍出来的照片集是被挑选出来的，那很好，但只要泰嬷不亲自去看成品，她永远不会知 道我们的能力。这真的非常令人失望。 Q: Was there really a lot of tension between you, Sophie, and Laura? 问：你和Sophie、Laura之间的关系真的很紧张吗？ Alisha: With Sophie there was really no tension between us two. It was just the whole thing of her going into my suitcase and taking things out of my bag, I think that’s really disrespectful, I would never do that. Laura, she is very unprofessional. I think she’s the most unprofessional person I’ve ever met. I don’t know how you could go on set and be so sexual with what you’re saying and what you’re doing. As models, we already have a bad name as being girls who sleep around and who do all that crap, and Laura just portrayed it to be true. And I don’t regret anything I said to her. I mean the first day I met Laura, she told me the whole of her sex life. I don’t know this girl, like you should not be telling me this. I don’t think she’s a role model to anyone. She might be great at what she does, but that’s it. Alisha：我和Sophie的关系真的没半点紧张，整件事只是她打开了我的行李箱，然後从里 面翻了些东西出来，我觉得这个举动真的很没礼貌，我自己是不会这样做的。至於Laura， 我觉得她很不专业，事实上，她是我见过最不专业的人，我真的不知道怎麽会有人可以到 了拍摄现场，无论说什麽、做什麽都还是显得肉慾横流；身为一个模特儿，我们已经背负 了一些会随便陪睡的垃圾话了，她只是在让谣言成真罢了。我绝对不後悔自己对她说的任 何话，打从我第一天碰到Laura，她就跟我分享了所有她的性史；我不知道这是怎样，你不 该跟我说这些的；我不觉得她能成为任何人的模范，她也许很善於自己正在进行的模特儿 工作，但也就仅此尔尔了。 Q: Who do you want to win the whole competition? 问：你觉得谁会赢得最後胜利？ Alisha: I respect Laura as a model, she’s great at what she does.But I’d have to pick Annaliese, because when I was low, she was there for me,and it’s those sentimental things that I think about as a person. We have to be role models to other people, and when I think of how she comforted me she could do that to a fan or a stranger, and it’s a beautiful thing. Alisha：我尊敬Laura是个模特儿，她对於自己正在进行的工作是很擅长的。但我还是要支 持Annaliese，因为当我陷入低潮时，她一直支持着我，另外我看人是带着些感性的，我们 必须要成为别人的榜样，所以当我想到她是如何安抚着我，同样也能对她的粉丝或陌生人 这个样子时，我觉得这是件美丽的事。 --

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