Since I finished my essay… (Some said that my English writing- at least on chit-chats, I myself suppose- is clearer than Chinese…so…) (It is easier to type anyway.) After days of working overnight, I lose my biorhythm again. My stomach suffers from digestive problems and my thoughts are elsewhere. I am half gone! They say, "we know what we want to know," which means: 1. Our will determines what we know. 2. There is nothing inaccessible/unknowable as long as we want to know. 3. We are conditioned in our knowing as we are shaped in our wants. We will not know what we can't know. For all knowing is there in our wants. Therefore, what is want is what you see. What you see contains whatever your mind possesses. However, we will never truly know because no knowing is the Truth. On what propositions can Truth justified its own name?