He never actually formally proposed to me, though. He would sort of say, "Why don't we adopt a child together? The way your heart works is what I want in my life," and I said to him, "You're always going to have my heart, we don't need to adopt a baby, and I think it's wonderful that you want to have children, adopt a child." I wanted to fall in love and get married and have my own babies, and I said, "I don't think that you need to necessarily do that." This was just before he married Lisa Marie in the Nineties, I guess. He had discussed it with me, and I said, "I don't think that's the best thing to do for me." I was just out of college, and wanting to fall in love and have a fairy tale, I was holding on to that. He just felt so bad that there were so many little children in Romania in these orphanages, and he wanted to try to give them homes, and I really wanted to be able to do that with him, but it would have divided my life too much. 他没有正式的跟我求婚 但他会说让我们一起领养小孩吧 或是你想做的就是我这辈子想做的 我告诉他 你永远都会有我的薪 我们不需要领养小孩 我觉得你想有小孩 认养小孩是很棒的事情 但我想要去爱 结婚 和有我自己的小孩 我想你不需要这样做 而这正是发生在他90年代娶Lisa之前 我想他跟我谈过这些 而我跟他说 我不想要这样做 我才刚从大学毕业 而正想谈像童话一样的恋爱 而他为了那些在罗马尼亚孤儿院的小孩们难过 他想要给他们一个家 而我真的很想跟他这样做 但这会让我想要的人生分裂 I hope when you write this, it doesn't sound freakish. What it was was a young man who kept reaching to try to find happiness. I think he wanted to take his resources and make a difference to other people in their lives, and he knew that I wanted to do that in the world, too, so he would reach out to someone like me and say, "How can we make a difference, it's easier to adopt a child if you're two people." He never said, formally, "Will you marry me," it was never that for me, he never was that definitive, but I think he was a guy who kept searching for happiness. 我希望你在写这篇文章时 这不会听起来很奇怪 他只是一个年轻的男人想要找寻快乐 我想他尝试要利用他的资源而帮助改变他人的生活 他知道我也是想要这麽做 他会向我这样的人问 我们要怎麽改变这一切 而要领养小孩 两个人比较容易 他从没正式说:嫁给我吧 他从没这麽明确的说 但我认为他是一个一直找寻快乐的人 下面评论说的好 老大是在测试你到底愿不愿意嫁他阿..... 老大这麽害羞 要是讲明了被拒绝不是不知怎麽办 --

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