In the last few days of Michael’s life I also remember noticing his security guard Alberto Alvarez often looking very agitated and breaking into a nervous sweat. He would tell us, when questioning him on whether Michael was okay or not, that Michael was “focused” and in “tour mode” and not actually answering the question. Yet we could see it was more than that, that Michael had become increasingly altered, groggy and emaciated and that his security was nervous about something. In fact, instead of having 2-3 guards behind the gates at his house, it doubled and tripled and I even counted up to 12 of them on the night he died. Something was up, something had changed and we knew it was time to act. 在MJ生命最後的几天 我记得感觉他的保镳看起来非常焦躁 而且常紧张到冒汗 在我们问他MJ是不是OK时 他会告诉我们MJ很专注 而且进入tour mode 却不回答问题 但我们可以看到MJ越来越多憔悴 而他的保安在担心某些事情 事实上他家保安的人数从一开始的2 3人 到後来多到两三倍 在他去世那晚 我甚至看到12个人 有甚麽事情不对劲了 In an attempt to do an intervention to save his life, a couple of dozen fans (including myself) wrote letters to Michael the week before his death. It was out intention to give him the letters and to make a statement on behalf of all the fans who felt something was wrong. 我们尝试要去干涉 有十几二十个歌迷包括我自己 在MJ去世前一周开始写信给他 告诉他我们觉得事情很不对劲 We knew it was a matter of time before he died unless an action was taken. No-one else around him seemed to care enough to do it. Once all the letters were collected and a plan was in place, we decided to intervene on June 24th, 2009. 我们知道 除非我们做甚麽事情 否则他会死的 所有他身边的人似乎不够关心他 在我们收集所有的信件之後 我们决定在6/24号把信给他 并且制订了一个计画 (他们是想要做甚麽????) We did in fact manage to get them in his hands that afternoon. That night would be the last time I’d see him, leaving Staples Center at around 1.30 am on June 25th,2009. 事实上我们的确办到把信在那天下午交给他了 那个晚上是我最後一次看见他 在6/25号凌晨1:30分 离开了Staple Center 信件内容省略~~~大概是要MJ不要勉强自己去硬开演唱会 所有一切都比不上MJ的健康 他们其他人只是想要利用他赚钱 要他不要强迫自己 Finally I want to end this by making something very clear. I am not saying Michael seemed high or groggy all the time. I want that to be understood. We did NOT perceive him as a junkie. We were just concerned (during a certain period of time) that he was too stressed and too pressured to be able to eat and function without medication and that people around him knew he was unwell and chose to close their eyes for profit, and God knows what other reason. But I know what I saw and I know it wasn’t a healthy, happy, fit man ready to go onstage less than 3 weeks later, and they know it too. It’s time for the truth to come out. 最後我要澄清一些事情 我不是说MJ随时都很HIGH或是虚弱不堪 我们没有说他是有药瘾 我们只是很担心他压力太大了 压力大到没有药物的帮助他不能吃饭和做事 而他身边的人知道他状况不好 但是他们因为利益或甚麽上帝才知道的原因而决定闭上双眼 但我知道我看见的不是一个开心 健康准备在三周後要踏上舞台的人 他们全都也知道 而这是该让事实公开的时候了 --

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