Alas, why can't I own the common life? Why can't I have marriage like a common person? Why can't I have a stable job like a common person? I feel regretful that I met my professor on 2003/9/16. If I hadn't met my professor, would I live a happy life? Why should it be me? Please see the movie: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M-ASYlvodZQ "a liter of tears" Why should it be me??? I usually go to 7-11 and sit there, cry loudly. My father said: "It's because you meet!"(你遇到了) I don't know if I have the courage to commit suicide? I really don't have the happiness in my life. Can I have the courage to commit suicide? I just think that I am so young and I have not bad conditions. But I need to die painfully???? Why????? Is there anyone that can tell me why it is me? Thx --

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