Right now the headache hurts! I think that I am not a good person, and not a bad person, either. I have done a lot of wrong doings and hurts many people when I am working, and I also have done a lot of good things to my friends that are surrounding me. I am stupid. I made some customers not satisfied and made our boss not satisfied, either. I am generous. I donate money to my friends. Some of the time, I will give gifts to them. However, what occupies my mind is that I want to die. Is it very hilarious? I want to die but I havee no courgae to do so. I think that I live painfully, but people don't think so. Maybe it should be like "no one cares about me" like this. Just want to say that I want to die but no courage. Right! Have a good night! Bonne nuit --

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