It's awful and repeated days in my recent life.... Everyday all the time it is difficult to find out someone to talk with. Even in my working place, I feel it painful and boring to say something. Oh, I really hope for a happy surrounding to have a chat everyday, no matter at home or in public place or otherelse. Therefore, sometimes I seriously think about what attitude should I keep to face my future life if there is still silence around me. I think that scarceful and could be a nightmare. Actually I am an objector for marriage coz I can't see much hopes in managing the complicated human behaviors. It will make me tired and I will bring lots of regrets for why I didn't enjoy my own life. However, the single but repeated life still bothered me that I can't get something to keep my life colorful. How to plan my future,I don't know, but just murmur here make me feel better. --

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