How many days from the first time I met you? I've been thinking the context of the long story for these years. You gave me three times of dark age and also sent me to travel to Europe for three times. Is this a compensation for my suffering? Now I am not as clever as the past when I met you because you force me to. You control my life and also my mind, thinking way and the surroundings. You know everyone are terrified with you, including me, of course. Everyday I dreamed what if I hadn't meet you? Will I have happy life and meet someone to rely on? But it's always WHAT IF. You don't listen, don't care and even don't have faith. How can I count on you for any further hopeful dreams? I never thought of changing you or your attitude as I knew you wouldn't treat me well according to Karen's responses. So I ask for freedom. But didn't you listen to me? NO. You care what you care. Just wanna say, I am not the one whom you loved. I'm a new life as you know. Please, please give back what belongs to me if you never promise to send me back. --

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