作者chen95982000 (元元)
看板EngTalk
标题[Talk] what if sb say to u this
时间Thu May 27 21:25:43 2010
i fell in love with my senior in high school. but he is straight.
and we kept in touch even after attending university, so now you know he is such
a great person who doesn't have bias on personal sexuality.
He knew I loved him, well, because I told him.
We lost contact for a while since we both have busy life, I got a bf afterward,
and he got a girl.
and then I broke up, wandering for another Mr Right...
and he asked me on the MSN yesterday, "how's your relationship?"
I have to say I got a little little pissed off,
I loves you once, and I am still love you...maybe not so much...but I still do!
why I'm so sure about this is that I still feel blushed when seeing his picture.
Anyway, this is ironic when somebody you love said to you "how's ur
relationship?" I hate this complicated feeling, I replied him politely yet
curtly and went to bath, putting myself into a thinking spiral about the past.
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1F：推 banqhsia:has he ever love you too? if not, wish you could find 05/27 23:04
2F：→ banqhsia:a real one. be happy, cheer up guy! 05/27 23:04
3F：推 BloodLust801:ask you that question all of a sudden? 05/27 23:15
4F：→ BloodLust801:I meant, why did he ask this question out of the 05/27 23:15
5F：→ BloodLust801:blue? Anyhow, I hope you can find your mate! 05/27 23:16
6F：→ chen95982000:YA, all of a sudden without a sign beforehand. 05/28 00:49
7F：→ chen95982000:thanks you all... 05/28 00:49
8F：→ chen95982000:banqsia, no he never loves me but treat me very 05/28 00:51
9F：→ chen95982000:well, like paying bill for me 05/28 00:51
10F：推 Soulchild:Well I,totally,don't think he said that out of 05/28 04:26
11F：→ Soulchild:offense,just as a "friend"to express his concern, 05/28 04:27
12F：→ Soulchild:not meant to mock u, or upset u. Trying to consider 05/28 04:28
13F：→ Soulchild:him as a normal friend instead of someone u love 05/28 04:28
14F：→ Soulchild:will help a lot with your complicated feelings. 05/28 04:29
15F：→ Soulchild:Never lose a real friend just because u like him too 05/28 04:30
16F：→ Soulchild:much. 05/28 04:30
17F：→ Soulchild:Besides, he paid your bills while i paid my friends' 05/28 04:31
18F：→ Soulchild:Q_Q 05/28 04:31
19F：推 BloodLust801:lol...I think I've read too many BL...that's why 05/29 14:48
20F：→ BloodLust801:I thought him asking you out of the blue sounded 05/29 14:48
21F：→ BloodLust801:suspicious...xD Maybe he has the potential to be 05/29 14:49
22F：→ BloodLust801:bi...Okay, just ignore me 05/29 14:50
23F：推 kun000: Over time you will feeling better 06/01 22:19