作者celestial09 (Koouos :D)
看板EngTalk
标题[Mind] Mom is here with me
时间Sun Feb 21 23:01:21 2010
oh how I wish I could kill myself with this kind of
twist of love and hate.
Blame! Always, again and again, never praise.
I can never satisfy her.
A house of melancholy,
a house of craziness and sadness
Always pick fault at me,
pick, pick and then pick...
even the slightest theme can be a subject of scrutiny.
I feel my neurons are burning crazy,
but I did nothing, just keep silence.
And my heart is bleeding. Bleeding so painfully.
My mom is the one who loves me most in this world,
but out of her mouth, she'll never say anything positive.
ALWAYS NEGATIVE.....and it is hurting me so deeply.
I always feel I have NO VALUE in her eyes.
ok, finished the vent. Continue to do my HW.
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1F：推 dhyc777:sometimes those we love the most hurt us the most, 02/22 21:38
2F：推 dhyc777:because how they feel about us means a lot to us... 02/22 21:43
3F：推 dhyc777:please forgive your mom to ease your own mind =) 02/22 21:46