It seems that I am stuck into the mud again irresistably. Fossilized as my epitomic picture.. Is it sinful to be snobbish? Or is it better to pretend I don't know anything at all? Remaining silent is the only way I can situate myself in this corrupted and dream-breaking place.. I don't know and I cannot understand what you guys want me to do. The only thing I know is you want me and other youngsters to shut up and do whatever you command. I am freak out when I start to picture that all the contours of my soul begin to be blur and vanish and I am no longer myself.. Isolated as me, no one can stand still by themselves, so I tried hard to grab something in my arms. But there is nothing but eternal emptiness..no passison, no dream and even no desire for anything. Then what the hell I am actually doing here in this world? I truly truly don't know. --

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