Recently I have a rough time. There are too many things I need to do, too many things to me to remember. Something about the schoolwork, something about housework.... At the same time I lost sleep almost every night, and felt heart broken for a man. Many times I felt that to live is really a tough thing. However, listen to the music, reading some articles or seeing a movie always can calm me down. The lyrics for songs, the plots of movies, everything force me to think. So, I talk to myself, I should cherish everything I have, my friends, my family, at least I don't have to worry where can I have my next meal I have the right to feel unhappy but I'm not going to drown myself in the gloomy sea. Although I am not that kind of girl who always so positive so energetic and keep smile on her face all the time I have my own style I have my unique style so I should be proud by myself I like to find some "philosophy" in daily life I've cry for few days Today, finally I get something in my mind "It doesn't mean that Jasmine isn't beautiful and fragrant, just because he loves Rose more" there is nothing wrong about me just that I am really not his cup of tea It's a simple truth, but I was too blind to see it clear. pray, and think from the bottom of the heart about what you want and what you willing to be whole universe would like to help you I persuade myself to believe and be happy since I can't control all the things including my own length of life span at least I want to control my mood I will figure out all the problem face it and solve it I wanna have the courage and spiritual strength to get through these tough days, months, years... "to strive, to find, to seek and not to yeild" <<Ulysses>> by Lord Tennyson Cheer up! :D -- --

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