作者redfoxy (redfoxy)
看板EngTalk
标题[Talk] feeling down when i am home alone.
时间Sat May 26 12:41:35 2007
do u have the kind of feeling?
everyday when i go to college,i always talk vigorous with my friends
i am a outgoing girl in others' minds.
but i feel so lonely.
cuz something i never told them, and i suffered by myself.
i felt upset when i was facing a betrayal there is nobody comfort me.
i know this my problem.
but sometimes when u didn't tell the thing early, u just miss the chance and
u can't tell forever.
and i found, they are used to being with the "fake" me---
who always pretend happy under the pressure.
they never know i am a sensitive girl and i am easy to cry.
when there is nobody home at night,
i feel so down thinking about many damn things of the past.
i try to avoid being with myself so that i can keep playing a happy role.
ha, i must be sick.
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(sorry, i didn't revise my english.)
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1F：推 xpasser:Don't drink coffee. 05/27 23:46
2F：推 sodona:I am the same as you... 06/01 13:14
3F：推 sodona:We cannot change the past, 06/01 13:22
4F：→ sodona:but the past is always gone with time... 06/01 13:22
5F：推 sodona:just call away your attention,you will be fine 06/01 13:28
6F：推 jingpei:maybe can find someone to be with u 06/01 20:52
7F：→ jingpei:that will be better. At least for me, it's better 06/01 20:52
8F：推 sterist:you're not sick, I've gone through this as well 06/03 00:32
9F：→ sterist:the best advice I can give you is that you should be 06/03 00:33
10F：→ sterist:honest to yourself...don't worry about what others 06/03 00:33
11F：→ sterist:think of you... you have this "double life" cause you 06/03 00:34
12F：→ sterist:don't want others to find out the real you, but you 06/03 00:35
13F：→ sterist:know what, there's nothing wrong about being yourself 06/03 00:36
14F：→ sterist:think it through when you're alone 06/03 00:37