Dear night here i am again, all alone only you are by my side i am getting used to having you in my arms the world with no sound dark blue sky with tear-drop like stars are you crying for me? i know that's something i can't do as...there are no more tears to shed time slips away through my fingers how long has it been? since i notice you are always by my side i realize now you are the only one who....would never leave me alone you are the one....the only one whom i could talk to hide all my sorrows for me... i beg thee wipe away all my blood for me... i beg thee lock me in, lock me in this total darkness, don't ever let me go for me...there's no courage left inside this cramble soul is full of scars, no more spaces for a new one do you ever...have this kind of feeling... that you want to get something..so badly, it's like a hand coming out of your throat you try to swollow it in but it just keeps crawling up untill you want to throw up the tears coming out from your eyes and you still can't reach it all taht left is regrates with big void space in your soul hanunting me....day after day is that true? i have to wait till i stop breathing... then i can let go of this feeling....the true freedom sorry guys, to post this stuff here just feel llike writing something but if i post this somewhere else... ppl would start saying i am showing off so..plz bear with me ^^ --

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