※ 引述《obiter (失望...)》之铭言： : I trust that all of you feel this way sometimes, : that is, wish you could turn back time, : and do/say someting differently, : believing that it would lead to a much better outcome. : I asked my friends the other day, : if they ever thought of turning back time. : But I think they missed my point. : I don't reall mean turn back time so that you can say hi to that person, : or hadn't sworn at your friends when you got really mad at them... : Not trivial things like that. : The truth is, : at this point in time, : I feel like such a failure that I wish I could reverse the whole of 2004 : And I'm serious. : I've thought many times in agony, : at how things will guarantee to be better if I had, : not so much as doing a single thing differently, : more like behaving completely differently altogether. : I know that is too much to ask, : but this is probalby the first time in my whole life, : where I've felt very very deep regret, : at what had happened. : Not so much as a tragedy : but depressing thoughts for the many missed opportunities, : as well as the other causes of my current misery. : And to nkow that all these would not have happened, : if I had done so and so differently back in whatever time... : I know I need to stop thinking what is impossible, : for it only makes me lonely and miserable. : But I simply don't know what to do, : and there is nothing which can make me feel any better at the moment. : continuous disappointments and boredom. :( : Sorry this is so long, : got a little carried away. : But I was actually wondering (if you've read this far!) : if you have any thoughts on this issue, : perhaps even advice on how I can get out of this endless circle of : wistful thinking? ^^ well, i didn't read it all... sorry for that im so lazy.. but...life goes on .. even though something u might regreat abt it.. or maybe u hink u could do something better than now if can go back to the pass but actually, we coulnd't since there's no time machine now .. yeah, for sure, i regeat so many things not only for my studying or life.. but also for my affectional world. anyway, that only thing that i wanna say is .. God always sets up a way to let u go.. even though u think u can't find the exit of ur life.. hope eveyone can enjoy ur life daily .. With Best Regards, --

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